So I'm trying something new...how about a video recap of Saturday's patients? Let me know what you think!
Recap!
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Laudate Dominae
Hello! Just wanted to write a short entry today to let you all know that I'm still around. Heading back to residency has made me realize how little time there really is in a day, so if I get a free moment here and there, I'll try and post something. Speaking of residency, I love my job. This program is so much nicer than my past one, and I couldn't be happier with my decision to return for training. It's a little slower paced, although July 1st was a trial by fire, with the Labor and Delivery board full the entire day. That said, I felt that (aside from a few dictation mistakes), I was able to handle the increased patient load fairly well. Anyway, that's pretty much it for the day, I hope everyone has a safe and happy July 4th.
Until next time,
-DD
Until next time,
-DD
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Benedictus
Well, as of tomorrow, I will officially be on vacation until July 1st. My wife and I haven’t been anywhere in the last four years, so we’re taking some time off before residency starts up again, and are going to tour around and live a little before I get back to the grind. As a benediction, I thought I would give you all some quotes to tide you over until July comes around. To the quotes!
Patient’s written response to the question, “What did you do before you became disabled?”
“I used to take care of my pets, but my precious little friend (Brewster the pug) died.”
Patient’s written response to the question, “How has your disability changed your lifestyle?”
“I used to be an amateur gourmet chef -according to mom- but now I can’t be one.”
Patient’s written response to the question, “Are you able to manage your finances?”
“If I had money I could. I had money, but my stupid ex-wife took it all.”
That same patient’s written response to the question, “How did you become disabled?”
“My wife torpedoed me with my doctor.”
If someone could explain that to me, I would much appreciate it
Me: “How does your diabetes keep you from working?”
Man: “After I got laid off, I figured the only thing I could do was porn…but now I can’t even do that.”
Me: “…”
Have a good rest of your week, I’ll be back soon!
-DD
Patient’s written response to the question, “What did you do before you became disabled?”
“I used to take care of my pets, but my precious little friend (Brewster the pug) died.”
Patient’s written response to the question, “How has your disability changed your lifestyle?”
“I used to be an amateur gourmet chef -according to mom- but now I can’t be one.”
Patient’s written response to the question, “Are you able to manage your finances?”
“If I had money I could. I had money, but my stupid ex-wife took it all.”
That same patient’s written response to the question, “How did you become disabled?”
“My wife torpedoed me with my doctor.”
If someone could explain that to me, I would much appreciate it
Me: “How does your diabetes keep you from working?”
Man: “After I got laid off, I figured the only thing I could do was porn…but now I can’t even do that.”
Me: “…”
Have a good rest of your week, I’ll be back soon!
-DD
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Tuesday Quotes
Good morning! Sorry for no post yesterday – we had a full day in the office, and amazingly everyone showed up. I’m going to try and make Tuesday the new quote day, so it’ll hopefully offset some of the more serious entries I’ve put up in the past week. That said, on to the blog!
Me: “So tell me why you can’t work.”
Witch-looking lady: “My back hurts too much.”
Me: “What caused it to start hurting?”
Lady: “Well, I was attending the local Renaissance fair, and I was hit by a runaway horse.”
Me: “Do you see or hear things others don’t?”
Man: “Sometimes I see Charlie Brown…or at least I think it’s Charlie Brown, it could just be some crazy white kid.”
Me: “So what caused to you become depressed?”
Older lady: “My cat was eaten by a cougar.”
Me: “A cougar? Do you live out in the country?”
Lady: “No, I live in an apartment.”
Me: “So how do you know it was a cougar?”
Lady: “What else could’ve happened? One day my Kitty was there, the next day she wasn’t.”
Me: “…Well, ok then.”
Lady: “I mean, it could’ve been a Lynx or something…maybe a wolf.”
Me: “…”
Patient’s written response to the question “How does your condition limit your ability to work?”
“My head hurts so I smoke pot. When I smoke pot I can’t concentrate. So I can’t work.”
Have a good rest of your week!
-DD
Me: “So tell me why you can’t work.”
Witch-looking lady: “My back hurts too much.”
Me: “What caused it to start hurting?”
Lady: “Well, I was attending the local Renaissance fair, and I was hit by a runaway horse.”
Me: “Do you see or hear things others don’t?”
Man: “Sometimes I see Charlie Brown…or at least I think it’s Charlie Brown, it could just be some crazy white kid.”
Me: “So what caused to you become depressed?”
Older lady: “My cat was eaten by a cougar.”
Me: “A cougar? Do you live out in the country?”
Lady: “No, I live in an apartment.”
Me: “So how do you know it was a cougar?”
Lady: “What else could’ve happened? One day my Kitty was there, the next day she wasn’t.”
Me: “…Well, ok then.”
Lady: “I mean, it could’ve been a Lynx or something…maybe a wolf.”
Me: “…”
Patient’s written response to the question “How does your condition limit your ability to work?”
“My head hurts so I smoke pot. When I smoke pot I can’t concentrate. So I can’t work.”
Have a good rest of your week!
-DD
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Do you read me?
Good morning! Seeing as I don’t work on Fridays during the month of June, this will be my last entry until next Monday. If you’re new to the blog, this gives you some time to go back and read some of the old entries, if you just can’t enough Disillusioned Doctor. Otherwise, have a good and restful weekend. On a side note, I’d like to thrown in a little plug for an old friend from my theatre days. She and another gal have formed a Bio-pop group known as Suspicious Package, and you can see their newest video, Hummingbird, on MTV.com. So if you’ve got a minute, go check it out. That said, onwards!
Within the last month I’ve noticed a spike in the number of claimants reporting that their main reason for applying for disability is a problem with reading and reading comprehension. I’ve seen six patients so far this AM, and two of them have listed “Learning problems – can’t read” as their number one complaint. Both of the claimants stated that they dropped out of high school, and both also admitted that they received special reading tutoring throughout their secondary school career. When asked if they knew their “reading level,” one reported that he read at a 5th grade level, and the other reported that he read at a 7th grade level. After their exams, I thought about what I was reading at 5th and 7th grade - The Lord of the Rings, The Giver, Lord of the Flies, stuff like that. Now, I’ll throw out a caveat before I continue. I’m a self-professed Bibliophile, and always viewed language arts as one of my strong suits. Math, not so much, but I could at least read the textbook. I’ve done some research, and listed below is a smattering of books that are nationally listed as “Acceptable at a 5th grade reading level.”
1.) Old Yeller
2.) Harry Potter series
3.) Pippi Longstocking
4.) To Kill a Mockingbird
Likewise, here are some books that are a 7th grade reading level.
1.) Ann of Green Gables
2.) Cyrano de Bergerac
3.) The Jungle Book
4.) The Wizard of Oz
Now, while I’m definitely not an English teach, I know that if you can read at a level to understand Ann of Green Gables, or To Kill a Mockingbird, you should be able to understand simple written instructions for most jobs. The question arises, then, as to whether our school systems are actually teaching, in this case, reading at a level that would allow students to enjoy the above books. One could make an argument that the majority of schools simply pass kids along, regardless of their actual educational level, although I would like to think that someone, somewhere, would pick up on the kids that are still reading “Dick and Jane” in 9th grade.
President Bush passed a bill a few years back entitled the “No Child Left Behind Act,” which was supposed to make sure that situations like the ones listed above didn’t happen anymore. According to my family members who are educators (and that’s most of them), all it really did was dumb down the material for the kids that were doing well, thereby leading to boredom and thus increased classroom problems. I don’t’ know enough about the educational system to say who’s right and who’s wrong, but I do know this; if you try and add more milk to everyone’s milkshake just because one kid said his was too thick, everyone ends up with a milky mess and nobody’s happy.
It really is a sticky situation. Do you lower the expectations for everyone so nobody fails? Or do you let the folks at the bottom get washed away? I don’t know the answer, heck, maybe there isn’t an answer. What we need to consider, however, is what do we are going to do about the above people if we let them drift away. As it stands now, it looks like we’ll be handing them a check every month for the rest of their lives instead of spending that money to prevent the above situation, and to give them chance to be productive members of society. A quick fix usually doesn’t help things in the long run. The little Dutch boy can only keep his finger in the dyke so long before he has to pee.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Manic lady: “I just hallucinated about a cake in your lobby. I was really good, you should try it.”
Me: “…What type of cake was it?”
Lady: [incredulously] “A crazy cake!”
Me: “…sounds yummy.”
Have a good weekend!
-DD
Within the last month I’ve noticed a spike in the number of claimants reporting that their main reason for applying for disability is a problem with reading and reading comprehension. I’ve seen six patients so far this AM, and two of them have listed “Learning problems – can’t read” as their number one complaint. Both of the claimants stated that they dropped out of high school, and both also admitted that they received special reading tutoring throughout their secondary school career. When asked if they knew their “reading level,” one reported that he read at a 5th grade level, and the other reported that he read at a 7th grade level. After their exams, I thought about what I was reading at 5th and 7th grade - The Lord of the Rings, The Giver, Lord of the Flies, stuff like that. Now, I’ll throw out a caveat before I continue. I’m a self-professed Bibliophile, and always viewed language arts as one of my strong suits. Math, not so much, but I could at least read the textbook. I’ve done some research, and listed below is a smattering of books that are nationally listed as “Acceptable at a 5th grade reading level.”
1.) Old Yeller
2.) Harry Potter series
3.) Pippi Longstocking
4.) To Kill a Mockingbird
Likewise, here are some books that are a 7th grade reading level.
1.) Ann of Green Gables
2.) Cyrano de Bergerac
3.) The Jungle Book
4.) The Wizard of Oz
Now, while I’m definitely not an English teach, I know that if you can read at a level to understand Ann of Green Gables, or To Kill a Mockingbird, you should be able to understand simple written instructions for most jobs. The question arises, then, as to whether our school systems are actually teaching, in this case, reading at a level that would allow students to enjoy the above books. One could make an argument that the majority of schools simply pass kids along, regardless of their actual educational level, although I would like to think that someone, somewhere, would pick up on the kids that are still reading “Dick and Jane” in 9th grade.
President Bush passed a bill a few years back entitled the “No Child Left Behind Act,” which was supposed to make sure that situations like the ones listed above didn’t happen anymore. According to my family members who are educators (and that’s most of them), all it really did was dumb down the material for the kids that were doing well, thereby leading to boredom and thus increased classroom problems. I don’t’ know enough about the educational system to say who’s right and who’s wrong, but I do know this; if you try and add more milk to everyone’s milkshake just because one kid said his was too thick, everyone ends up with a milky mess and nobody’s happy.
It really is a sticky situation. Do you lower the expectations for everyone so nobody fails? Or do you let the folks at the bottom get washed away? I don’t know the answer, heck, maybe there isn’t an answer. What we need to consider, however, is what do we are going to do about the above people if we let them drift away. As it stands now, it looks like we’ll be handing them a check every month for the rest of their lives instead of spending that money to prevent the above situation, and to give them chance to be productive members of society. A quick fix usually doesn’t help things in the long run. The little Dutch boy can only keep his finger in the dyke so long before he has to pee.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Manic lady: “I just hallucinated about a cake in your lobby. I was really good, you should try it.”
Me: “…What type of cake was it?”
Lady: [incredulously] “A crazy cake!”
Me: “…sounds yummy.”
Have a good weekend!
-DD
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Chimney Time
Good morning. I hope you all enjoyed the quotes from yesterday, with all the crazies coming in recently it was rather difficult to pick which ones to feature. That said, I’ll try to keep up the Quote Boat tradition, at least until July. Speaking of, as of July 1st, I’ll be returning to residency, so the vibe of the blog might change a little. Although I’m planning to still see disability patients for a little extra cheddar, I’ll begin introducing a lot more OB/GYN related stories and insights – so stick around, a little change will do you good.
Yesterday was a rather frustrating day. Being a taxonomist at heart, I always try and break down the claimants into groups and subgroups of conditions – for what reason, I don’t know, I think it just satisfies a small part of me that’s a little OCD. Anyway, there were a good number of “self inflictors” yesterday; people who decide to hurt their bodies, be that by drug use, overeating or whatever, and then when their body fails on them, attempt to receive Disability to help continue their habit. The second patient of the day was one such claimant.
She was a tall, thin, leathery lady who walked into the office, midriff showing and carrying a Coach purse. She sat in the waiting room while I reviewed her chart, and I noticed that while she was waiting, she took a couple of calls on her iPhone. Not your usual claimant, at least by economic terms, but whatever. Anyway, I called her back, and she handed me a list of what was wrong with her. Lovely. For your viewing pleasure, here is the list.
1.) Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease
2.) COPD
3.) Angina
4.) Chest pain
5.) Emphysema
6.) Chronic back pain
7.) Pain in back
Pretty impressive, right? I mean, it’s not like there are repeated conditions on that list or anything…Anyway, after talking for a little bit, it turns out that she only has chest pain (otherwise known as angina) if she starts coughing too much, and if she keeps coughing, she’ll eventually develop pain in her back from bending over. Makes sense…but here’s the kicker. She was diagnosed 10 years prior with COPD, and told at that time if she wanted to live to see her 60th birthday, she needed to quit smoking her pack of cigarettes a day. I asked her if she still smoked and she responded yes, “Two packs a day.” Ok, so not only did she not quit smoking, she decided to smoke more! I asked her, “Why did you decide to smoke more if your lungs were so bad then?” She responded, “Oh, I figured that doctor didn’t know what he was talking about, but I guess he did.” Yep, he did. We moved on to the physical exam, and her lungs were atrocious, it’s amazing any air was moving through those brochi at all. When I asked her to “take a deep breath,” she immediately burst into a coughing fit, and proceeded to cough up a huge amount of junk. I handed her a Kleenex, she spit it out and showed the resultant lung butter to me, of course, saying “this is what causes me to hurt so bad.” I mumbled something, and tried to purge that image from my mind. For some reason, phlegm really bothers me…I can deal with other excretions, no problem. But lung junk, no thank you. She left the office, and I guess as a treat, left the Kleenex for me to clean up. Thank you very much.
I know I harp on smoking a lot on this blog, I know, but it see people in here every day that can’t breathe because they’ve been puffing on cigarettes all their lives. I could go into the same diatribe about over eating, drug use or tanning – the moral of the story is the same. Your bad habits can really hurt your body. Most of us, however, know that what we’re doing is not good – it might feel good at the time, but we know in the long run it’ll catch up with us. Live and let live, right? This lady stands out in my mind, however, because she not only kept smoking, but increased her pack per day intake. Well, I guess tobacco executive’s kids have to go to college, too, and if she does get disability, it’s not like she’ll be around much longer to receive her checks.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Man: “It’s like there’s a party in my head, and everyone’s invited – Mike Tyson, Russell Simmons, Andre 3000 – but they sent me out to buy beer.”
Claimants written response to the question, “Why did you stop working?”
“I flashed too many people and got fired.”
Until tomorrow,
-DD
Yesterday was a rather frustrating day. Being a taxonomist at heart, I always try and break down the claimants into groups and subgroups of conditions – for what reason, I don’t know, I think it just satisfies a small part of me that’s a little OCD. Anyway, there were a good number of “self inflictors” yesterday; people who decide to hurt their bodies, be that by drug use, overeating or whatever, and then when their body fails on them, attempt to receive Disability to help continue their habit. The second patient of the day was one such claimant.
She was a tall, thin, leathery lady who walked into the office, midriff showing and carrying a Coach purse. She sat in the waiting room while I reviewed her chart, and I noticed that while she was waiting, she took a couple of calls on her iPhone. Not your usual claimant, at least by economic terms, but whatever. Anyway, I called her back, and she handed me a list of what was wrong with her. Lovely. For your viewing pleasure, here is the list.
1.) Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease
2.) COPD
3.) Angina
4.) Chest pain
5.) Emphysema
6.) Chronic back pain
7.) Pain in back
Pretty impressive, right? I mean, it’s not like there are repeated conditions on that list or anything…Anyway, after talking for a little bit, it turns out that she only has chest pain (otherwise known as angina) if she starts coughing too much, and if she keeps coughing, she’ll eventually develop pain in her back from bending over. Makes sense…but here’s the kicker. She was diagnosed 10 years prior with COPD, and told at that time if she wanted to live to see her 60th birthday, she needed to quit smoking her pack of cigarettes a day. I asked her if she still smoked and she responded yes, “Two packs a day.” Ok, so not only did she not quit smoking, she decided to smoke more! I asked her, “Why did you decide to smoke more if your lungs were so bad then?” She responded, “Oh, I figured that doctor didn’t know what he was talking about, but I guess he did.” Yep, he did. We moved on to the physical exam, and her lungs were atrocious, it’s amazing any air was moving through those brochi at all. When I asked her to “take a deep breath,” she immediately burst into a coughing fit, and proceeded to cough up a huge amount of junk. I handed her a Kleenex, she spit it out and showed the resultant lung butter to me, of course, saying “this is what causes me to hurt so bad.” I mumbled something, and tried to purge that image from my mind. For some reason, phlegm really bothers me…I can deal with other excretions, no problem. But lung junk, no thank you. She left the office, and I guess as a treat, left the Kleenex for me to clean up. Thank you very much.
I know I harp on smoking a lot on this blog, I know, but it see people in here every day that can’t breathe because they’ve been puffing on cigarettes all their lives. I could go into the same diatribe about over eating, drug use or tanning – the moral of the story is the same. Your bad habits can really hurt your body. Most of us, however, know that what we’re doing is not good – it might feel good at the time, but we know in the long run it’ll catch up with us. Live and let live, right? This lady stands out in my mind, however, because she not only kept smoking, but increased her pack per day intake. Well, I guess tobacco executive’s kids have to go to college, too, and if she does get disability, it’s not like she’ll be around much longer to receive her checks.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Man: “It’s like there’s a party in my head, and everyone’s invited – Mike Tyson, Russell Simmons, Andre 3000 – but they sent me out to buy beer.”
Claimants written response to the question, “Why did you stop working?”
“I flashed too many people and got fired.”
Until tomorrow,
-DD
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Quote Boat, toot toot
Good morning! As I said yesterday, today’s entry will be a revenant of the Friday Night Quotes series that existed when I worked on Fridays (I like that, ‘when I worked on Fridays’). One quick side note before we begin. If you have any questions about what I’m writing, be it medical or otherwise, please leave a comment – I enjoy knowing what you all are thinking about the blog. So, without further ado…raise anchor, it’s time for the Quote Boat to set sail!
Me: “So you wrote ‘special issues’ in the space describing why you can’t work. What does that mean?”
Man: “Well, it’s sensitive…I’ve got this problem…with my balls.”
Me: “Ok…what type of problem?”
Man: “Well, to put it mildly, I’ve got donkey balls.”
Me: “Donkey balls?”
Man: “Yeah man, have you ever seen a donkey’s balls? They’re huge. Mine are too. Like, too big.”
Me: “…”
Man: “Do you want to see them?”
Me: “No, no, that’s ok. I’ll take your word. So…how do your testicles prevent you from working?”
Man: “They just hurt and bang things all the time. It’s really painful.”
Me: “I bet…well, let me ask you some other questions.”
[As it turns out, the gentleman above had a GIANT hernia into his scrotum, thereby giving the appearance of said “donkey balls,” but in reality, what he perceived were his testicles were really his intestines…yuck]
Me: “So do you hear or see things other people don’t?”
Girl: “Well, sometimes I hear my own voice, but only if I’m speaking and nobody’s around.”
Me: “…”
Me: “How does your knee pain keep you from working?”
Younger woman: “If I try and run backwards really fast, they really hurt.”
Me: “What about if you walk forwards slowly?”
Woman: “Oh, they’re ok then.”
Man: “I’ve got this condition that keeps me from swallowing well…and it makes me really depressed.”
Me: “You’re depressed because you can’t swallow?”
Man: “No, I’m depressed because I can only swallow if I turn my head to the left, and there’s nothing to look at in that direction.”
Me: “Have you considered moving your chair?”
Man: “Oh, I couldn’t do that. I always sit at the head of the table, I’m the man, after all.”
Hope you enjoyed those, have a good rest of your day!
-DD
Me: “So you wrote ‘special issues’ in the space describing why you can’t work. What does that mean?”
Man: “Well, it’s sensitive…I’ve got this problem…with my balls.”
Me: “Ok…what type of problem?”
Man: “Well, to put it mildly, I’ve got donkey balls.”
Me: “Donkey balls?”
Man: “Yeah man, have you ever seen a donkey’s balls? They’re huge. Mine are too. Like, too big.”
Me: “…”
Man: “Do you want to see them?”
Me: “No, no, that’s ok. I’ll take your word. So…how do your testicles prevent you from working?”
Man: “They just hurt and bang things all the time. It’s really painful.”
Me: “I bet…well, let me ask you some other questions.”
[As it turns out, the gentleman above had a GIANT hernia into his scrotum, thereby giving the appearance of said “donkey balls,” but in reality, what he perceived were his testicles were really his intestines…yuck]
Me: “So do you hear or see things other people don’t?”
Girl: “Well, sometimes I hear my own voice, but only if I’m speaking and nobody’s around.”
Me: “…”
Me: “How does your knee pain keep you from working?”
Younger woman: “If I try and run backwards really fast, they really hurt.”
Me: “What about if you walk forwards slowly?”
Woman: “Oh, they’re ok then.”
Man: “I’ve got this condition that keeps me from swallowing well…and it makes me really depressed.”
Me: “You’re depressed because you can’t swallow?”
Man: “No, I’m depressed because I can only swallow if I turn my head to the left, and there’s nothing to look at in that direction.”
Me: “Have you considered moving your chair?”
Man: “Oh, I couldn’t do that. I always sit at the head of the table, I’m the man, after all.”
Hope you enjoyed those, have a good rest of your day!
-DD
Monday, June 7, 2010
Reading time
Good Monday! I hope everyone had a good weekend. It was a little stressful around my household, but all-in-all, things went pretty well. I’ll give you a little update on the wife before we venture into the sordid mess that is disability land. Overall she’s doing fairly well. She was diagnosed with subclinical hyperthyroidism in the hospital (which explains the cardiac arrhythmias and feelings of shortness of breath), and is having a follow up appointment/blood test with her doctor later this week. Depending on what her lab values show, as well as her symptoms, she may or may not be placed on medication. I’ll keep you all updated as time progresses. Anyway, onwards!
I’ve been seeing a lot of “continuing disability review” claimants recently. Maybe it’s that time of year, maybe it’s the weather, I don’t know, but it seems like at least two or three claimants a day are individuals who are on disability that are in need of their “yearly check-up.” As banal as these reviews are, it does give me an interesting perspective into what conditions are “good enough” to receive a monthly check. You would think that there would be a good amount of variance in the diseases that warrant disability, but you would be wrong. First of all, I have yet to see someone whose main complaint was/is low back pain. In fact, the majority of continuing review claimants have a “mental disability,” most of which, in my opinion, are often dubious at best. We’ll use a patient that came in earlier today for an example.
First a little background. One of the main differences between this office and the place I used to work is the way in which the space is set up. We have a central waiting room, with three exams room and a secretary’s office surrounding it. Due to the way my door opens, I am able to observe a large number of our patients before they’re seen, and can watch them interact with each other, our secretary, and the old copies of Good Housekeeping my wife found for our office reading material. At the old office, however, my back was to the waiting area, and I couldn’t observe the claimants at all. Now, the gentleman I’m discussing looked like your “typical” disability patient, and was wearing the newest in summer fashion - a ratty tank-top, tight jean shorts, knee high tube socks and flip-flops (or thongs, as my mother would say). His hair was unkempt, dirty, and he said, flipping through the Good Housekeeping magazines, his beady eyes tracking the play of words on the page. He then went on to discuss the subject of the article with his companion, and they had an animated conversation about dinner rolls or something along those lines. I reviewed his chart, and it read “Continuing Disability Review – claimant has ‘mental issues.’” Alrighty, that’s specific. Anyway, I called him back, and after a little questioning, he stated that he was on disability because he “couldn’t read good.” I thought about asking him if he couldn’t do other things good as well, but figured the reference would be lost on him. Anyway, he stated that he never progressed past an 8th grade reading level, and although he had graduated high school, he couldn’t keep a job because he couldn’t read well enough, Now I’m no expert on reading, but can’t most people in the 8th grade read well enough to, oh, I don’t know, do construction? Or lawn care? Or politics? Regardless, he was otherwise totally healthy. Furthermore, he had not done anything productive with his disability money – look for a job, further educate himself, etc. He did however remark that he smoked 2 packs of cigarettes a day, drank every weekend, and had a nice vacation in Mexico last month.
I know I’ve talked about this before, but it really irritates me. You and I are sacrificing a portion of our income so that people who are less fortunate can get by with day-to-day living. I’m fine with that, Lord knows there are tons of people out there who need that $400 check more than I do. What I’m not fine with is people who use their “disability” to avoid working, smoke cigarettes and go on vacation. Now, maybe he has a wealthy family or spouse, or maybe he took his hard-earned disability money and got lucky playing slots, I don’t know. The fact of the matter is that that money is not going towards what it should be, namely helping these people get off disability (if possible), and back into the work force. I’m sure you could make the same argument about Welfare, but I’m not going to go there…today. Anyway, I later found out that this gentleman, from a medical standpoint, was found to be not disabled. He appealed it, however, and an Administrative Law judge granted him disability. I mean, why do I even do this if my recommendations, along with the expert panel at social security, can just get overturned by someone with no medical experience? It makes me sick. Anyway, the moral of the story today is, if you want to get disability, don’t get injured, hire a lawyer.
Have a good rest of your day, more disability quotes tomorrow,
-DD
I’ve been seeing a lot of “continuing disability review” claimants recently. Maybe it’s that time of year, maybe it’s the weather, I don’t know, but it seems like at least two or three claimants a day are individuals who are on disability that are in need of their “yearly check-up.” As banal as these reviews are, it does give me an interesting perspective into what conditions are “good enough” to receive a monthly check. You would think that there would be a good amount of variance in the diseases that warrant disability, but you would be wrong. First of all, I have yet to see someone whose main complaint was/is low back pain. In fact, the majority of continuing review claimants have a “mental disability,” most of which, in my opinion, are often dubious at best. We’ll use a patient that came in earlier today for an example.
First a little background. One of the main differences between this office and the place I used to work is the way in which the space is set up. We have a central waiting room, with three exams room and a secretary’s office surrounding it. Due to the way my door opens, I am able to observe a large number of our patients before they’re seen, and can watch them interact with each other, our secretary, and the old copies of Good Housekeeping my wife found for our office reading material. At the old office, however, my back was to the waiting area, and I couldn’t observe the claimants at all. Now, the gentleman I’m discussing looked like your “typical” disability patient, and was wearing the newest in summer fashion - a ratty tank-top, tight jean shorts, knee high tube socks and flip-flops (or thongs, as my mother would say). His hair was unkempt, dirty, and he said, flipping through the Good Housekeeping magazines, his beady eyes tracking the play of words on the page. He then went on to discuss the subject of the article with his companion, and they had an animated conversation about dinner rolls or something along those lines. I reviewed his chart, and it read “Continuing Disability Review – claimant has ‘mental issues.’” Alrighty, that’s specific. Anyway, I called him back, and after a little questioning, he stated that he was on disability because he “couldn’t read good.” I thought about asking him if he couldn’t do other things good as well, but figured the reference would be lost on him. Anyway, he stated that he never progressed past an 8th grade reading level, and although he had graduated high school, he couldn’t keep a job because he couldn’t read well enough, Now I’m no expert on reading, but can’t most people in the 8th grade read well enough to, oh, I don’t know, do construction? Or lawn care? Or politics? Regardless, he was otherwise totally healthy. Furthermore, he had not done anything productive with his disability money – look for a job, further educate himself, etc. He did however remark that he smoked 2 packs of cigarettes a day, drank every weekend, and had a nice vacation in Mexico last month.
I know I’ve talked about this before, but it really irritates me. You and I are sacrificing a portion of our income so that people who are less fortunate can get by with day-to-day living. I’m fine with that, Lord knows there are tons of people out there who need that $400 check more than I do. What I’m not fine with is people who use their “disability” to avoid working, smoke cigarettes and go on vacation. Now, maybe he has a wealthy family or spouse, or maybe he took his hard-earned disability money and got lucky playing slots, I don’t know. The fact of the matter is that that money is not going towards what it should be, namely helping these people get off disability (if possible), and back into the work force. I’m sure you could make the same argument about Welfare, but I’m not going to go there…today. Anyway, I later found out that this gentleman, from a medical standpoint, was found to be not disabled. He appealed it, however, and an Administrative Law judge granted him disability. I mean, why do I even do this if my recommendations, along with the expert panel at social security, can just get overturned by someone with no medical experience? It makes me sick. Anyway, the moral of the story today is, if you want to get disability, don’t get injured, hire a lawyer.
Have a good rest of your day, more disability quotes tomorrow,
-DD
Friday, June 4, 2010
"I'll take a clonic tonic, please"
Good morning! I hope everyone has a happy Friday, and has a restful weekend planned. I’m looking for to (finally) having a Saturday off tomorrow, so this will be the last entry of the week. Sorry I didn’t post anything yesterday, we had a bit of a family emergency – my wife is 13 weeks pregnant, and has recently developed some odd cardiac symptoms. After seeing her OB yesterday, we were admitted to the hospital, and underwent a nice cardiac workup, including EKG, telemetry and, later this AM, an echocardiogram. Hopefully everything will turn out well; I’ll keep you posted. Onwards!
One of the (few) great things about doing these disability physicals is that I get to see so many patients with weird diseases. Seriously, the amount of pathology that walks through the office doors would make a medical student salivate. Even better, since I don’t have to treat the diseases, I simply get to ask questions (sometimes just to satisfy my curiosity – how often do you get to ask a patient with connective-tissue disorders if they can touch their right forearm with their right hand?) and examine the results of the disease.
This AM, in addition to the usual back pain patients (one of which was named Gary Wayne) I had the pleasure of talking to a lady with Myotonic-type muscular dystrophy, a condition that I personally have never seen, but had definitely heard about in medical school. In addition to the normal muscle weakness that pervades any of the muscular dystrophies, myotonics literally can’t let go of held objects without exerting massive amounts of energy. In some cases, the disease progresses to the point where a person would be unable to release an object, say, during a game of Hot-Potato, or, on a more serious note, a hot potato. As you might imagine, this could cause some interesting social situations – “Could you pass me that salt? I can, but I won’t be able to let go.” Or in my case, when I asked the patient this morning to squeeze my hands to test grip strength, causing a visible bruise as her grip crushed my wedding ring into my adjacent fingers. All joking aside, muscular dystrophy can cause problems not only with the musculoskeletal system, but also with breathing (the diaphragm is a muscle, you know), and unfortunately, this patient’s disease had progressed to the point where she was having increasing difficulty with respiration. Without going into more specifics, I do feel that this patient was one of the 20% that actually need (or will need) disability, and I sincerely hope that she receives it.
As much as I joke about the people that come through these doors, there are a bunch of patients out there that really need help. In this past week, I’ve seen four teenagers with varying degrees of Cerebral Palsy, all of which could use some assistance, even if that means just having someone to help them with daily chores. Many of the disease that I see are not crippling by themselves, but when combined with other pathologies, or even environmental factors, they become severe enough to really affect quality of life. My heart tends to be softer when it comes to younger claimants, especially kids with congenital conditions. There are so many people out there that destroy their body by smoking, drinking excessively or by sticking objects where they don’t belong, and then expect the public to write them a monthly check for their bad habits. It makes me even madder when I see people for continuing disability evaluations, and they’re still not on medication or receiving medical treatments, but they smoke 2 packs a day, and drink a 12-pack every weekend. We all have our vices - I mean, I love eating, and you better believe that I would love to a get a monthly check from the people of this fair city to eat whatever I wanted. If that was my only income, however, I would like to believe that I would spend it on things like…oh, I don’t know, rent, medication for my kids, and maybe (just maybe) treatment to get me back into the work force. That said, if you would like to send me money every month so I can eat, well, I’m not going to turn it down.
And now for the disability quote(s) of the day:
Me: [Palpating a woman’s neck] “Do you have any pain when I touch your neck?”
Woman: “Oh no, that feels so good. My husband has been dead for seven years, and you’ve just given me goose bumps.”
Claimant’s written response to the question, “How does your condition limit your ability to work?”
“I used to make really big meatballs. Now my hands hurt so much I can only make small meatballs. Then my husband gets very angry with my small meatballs.”
Have a good weekend,
-DD
One of the (few) great things about doing these disability physicals is that I get to see so many patients with weird diseases. Seriously, the amount of pathology that walks through the office doors would make a medical student salivate. Even better, since I don’t have to treat the diseases, I simply get to ask questions (sometimes just to satisfy my curiosity – how often do you get to ask a patient with connective-tissue disorders if they can touch their right forearm with their right hand?) and examine the results of the disease.
This AM, in addition to the usual back pain patients (one of which was named Gary Wayne) I had the pleasure of talking to a lady with Myotonic-type muscular dystrophy, a condition that I personally have never seen, but had definitely heard about in medical school. In addition to the normal muscle weakness that pervades any of the muscular dystrophies, myotonics literally can’t let go of held objects without exerting massive amounts of energy. In some cases, the disease progresses to the point where a person would be unable to release an object, say, during a game of Hot-Potato, or, on a more serious note, a hot potato. As you might imagine, this could cause some interesting social situations – “Could you pass me that salt? I can, but I won’t be able to let go.” Or in my case, when I asked the patient this morning to squeeze my hands to test grip strength, causing a visible bruise as her grip crushed my wedding ring into my adjacent fingers. All joking aside, muscular dystrophy can cause problems not only with the musculoskeletal system, but also with breathing (the diaphragm is a muscle, you know), and unfortunately, this patient’s disease had progressed to the point where she was having increasing difficulty with respiration. Without going into more specifics, I do feel that this patient was one of the 20% that actually need (or will need) disability, and I sincerely hope that she receives it.
As much as I joke about the people that come through these doors, there are a bunch of patients out there that really need help. In this past week, I’ve seen four teenagers with varying degrees of Cerebral Palsy, all of which could use some assistance, even if that means just having someone to help them with daily chores. Many of the disease that I see are not crippling by themselves, but when combined with other pathologies, or even environmental factors, they become severe enough to really affect quality of life. My heart tends to be softer when it comes to younger claimants, especially kids with congenital conditions. There are so many people out there that destroy their body by smoking, drinking excessively or by sticking objects where they don’t belong, and then expect the public to write them a monthly check for their bad habits. It makes me even madder when I see people for continuing disability evaluations, and they’re still not on medication or receiving medical treatments, but they smoke 2 packs a day, and drink a 12-pack every weekend. We all have our vices - I mean, I love eating, and you better believe that I would love to a get a monthly check from the people of this fair city to eat whatever I wanted. If that was my only income, however, I would like to believe that I would spend it on things like…oh, I don’t know, rent, medication for my kids, and maybe (just maybe) treatment to get me back into the work force. That said, if you would like to send me money every month so I can eat, well, I’m not going to turn it down.
And now for the disability quote(s) of the day:
Me: [Palpating a woman’s neck] “Do you have any pain when I touch your neck?”
Woman: “Oh no, that feels so good. My husband has been dead for seven years, and you’ve just given me goose bumps.”
Claimant’s written response to the question, “How does your condition limit your ability to work?”
“I used to make really big meatballs. Now my hands hurt so much I can only make small meatballs. Then my husband gets very angry with my small meatballs.”
Have a good weekend,
-DD
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Quack quack
Good morning. Happy hump day to all, and to all the medical students out there getting ready to take Boards, good luck! I’m going to try and keep the entry today light, although there is something that I definitely want to discuss, and it might be a little heavy, so just stay with me. On to the blog!
It was another fibromyalgia day yesterday, although interestingly, the majority of the claimants complaining of said disease were males (FM is a predominantly female condition). My last patient of the day was a 21 y/o male, who stated that his main complaints were Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and (can you guess it?) depression. His mother accompanied him, and he shuffled into the office, all sweaty and nervous. I had glanced over his chart prior to calling him back, and it said that he received all of his treatment from the Institute of Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue Therapy (name changed), located in another city, and run by a PhD Psychologist and a dentist. As you might imagine, I found this to be rather odd, seeing as dental health and a musculoskeletal disorder have very little in common, at least to my knowledge. He stated that “if I lift anything heavy, I’ll be tired for like 20 minutes afterwards.” Likewise, he stated that he was often too tired to do chores or drive, so he had his parents and friends take him where he needed to go. Sounds nice, right? After some additional questioning, the claimant stated that he received treatment at the Institute once a month, and admitted that he received all of his medication in the mail. This fact alone would have had my “spider senses” tingling, but when I looked at his medication sheet, I definitely realized something was amiss.
As I’ve said before, FM is usually treated with SSRIs, with the occasional pain medication thrown onboard for good measure. Well, this kid had no anti-depressants on his sheet, heck he hardly had any conventional treatments at all. What follows is a list of the medications, and their usage, for his condition.
1. Mobic – chronic pain
2. Tylenol – pain
3. Azithromycin 500mg– to keep the bugs down
4. Midol – pain
5. Depo testosterone injection – hormone issues
6. Natural Cortisol – hormone issues
7. Ambien – hormone issues/sleep
8. Centrum Silver – multivitamin
Ok, well, you might have already noticed some…irregularities, namely the Centrum silver (he’s 22) and the Midol (he’s a he, although it’s basically just Tylenol and a mild diuretic, anyway). As for the other medications…Azithromycin is an antibiotic (it’s the medication in a Z-pack), which is normally taken over five days. In some instances that therapy may be continued longer, but it is definitely not a daily medication. Then there’s the hormone issue – Ambien does not affect hormone levels at all, it works on neurotransmitters in your brain to make you drowsy. Likewise, unless he had some underlying endocrine disorder which he failed to mention in the “do you have any medical conditions” part of the interview, there’s absolutely no reason that he should be taking supplemental hormones like testosterone (a sex hormone) and Cortisol (an adrenal hormone released during periods of stress). In fact, by adding extra hormones, he could possibly be decreasing the amount of hormones he naturally produces, thereby giving his side-effects such as (get ready for this) fatigue, decreased mood and weakness. Hooo boy (or hautbois) I think we might have found the cause of his problems! Never mind the fact that most people feel like crap taking antibiotics, even if it’s only for a week, and 500mg is above the loading (or largest) dose for a Z-pack. Man oh man.
Needless to say, when I performed the Fibromyalgia point tenderness test, he reported 2/18 points tender (you need 11 to be clinically diagnosed). As for the rest of his physical exam, well, it was as normal as can be. I guess the lesson to learn today is to be careful who you get your care from. There are a bunch of people out there who will sell and tell you anything to get a buck. If your “doctor” starts telling you that you have a disease, but you can only order your medication through the mail, I’d be a little suspicious of their training. There was a chiropractor in town a few years ago that stated that he could tell a person’s health by the Red Beaker Test – a test in which he had the patient hold a beaker of red liquid, and based on the way it jiggled, he could tell if you had gallbladder problems, heart disease or even infertility. He offered the test for the low, low price of $25, and wouldn’t you know, it didn’t really tell anything. Amazing, right? I have no idea how much this kid (or his parents, for that matter) was paying each month for treatment, but as the saying goes, “there’s a sucker born every minute.”
And now, for the disability quotes of the day:
Me: “I’m going to need you to bend at the waist to test the range of motion of your back.”
Older, buxom woman: “You’re not going to look down my shirt, are you?”
Me: “Oh no, ma’am, I’m just looking at your spine.”
Woman: “Well you can look, I won’t mind. At my age, it’s all the action I get.”
Me: “I’m going to test your grip strength. Please take my hands and squeeze them.”
Dude: [Squeezing gently] “I’d squeeze harder, but I might make you explode with the force of my grip.”
Me: “I’ll keep that in mind.”
Caveat emptor,
-DD
It was another fibromyalgia day yesterday, although interestingly, the majority of the claimants complaining of said disease were males (FM is a predominantly female condition). My last patient of the day was a 21 y/o male, who stated that his main complaints were Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and (can you guess it?) depression. His mother accompanied him, and he shuffled into the office, all sweaty and nervous. I had glanced over his chart prior to calling him back, and it said that he received all of his treatment from the Institute of Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue Therapy (name changed), located in another city, and run by a PhD Psychologist and a dentist. As you might imagine, I found this to be rather odd, seeing as dental health and a musculoskeletal disorder have very little in common, at least to my knowledge. He stated that “if I lift anything heavy, I’ll be tired for like 20 minutes afterwards.” Likewise, he stated that he was often too tired to do chores or drive, so he had his parents and friends take him where he needed to go. Sounds nice, right? After some additional questioning, the claimant stated that he received treatment at the Institute once a month, and admitted that he received all of his medication in the mail. This fact alone would have had my “spider senses” tingling, but when I looked at his medication sheet, I definitely realized something was amiss.
As I’ve said before, FM is usually treated with SSRIs, with the occasional pain medication thrown onboard for good measure. Well, this kid had no anti-depressants on his sheet, heck he hardly had any conventional treatments at all. What follows is a list of the medications, and their usage, for his condition.
1. Mobic – chronic pain
2. Tylenol – pain
3. Azithromycin 500mg– to keep the bugs down
4. Midol – pain
5. Depo testosterone injection – hormone issues
6. Natural Cortisol – hormone issues
7. Ambien – hormone issues/sleep
8. Centrum Silver – multivitamin
Ok, well, you might have already noticed some…irregularities, namely the Centrum silver (he’s 22) and the Midol (he’s a he, although it’s basically just Tylenol and a mild diuretic, anyway). As for the other medications…Azithromycin is an antibiotic (it’s the medication in a Z-pack), which is normally taken over five days. In some instances that therapy may be continued longer, but it is definitely not a daily medication. Then there’s the hormone issue – Ambien does not affect hormone levels at all, it works on neurotransmitters in your brain to make you drowsy. Likewise, unless he had some underlying endocrine disorder which he failed to mention in the “do you have any medical conditions” part of the interview, there’s absolutely no reason that he should be taking supplemental hormones like testosterone (a sex hormone) and Cortisol (an adrenal hormone released during periods of stress). In fact, by adding extra hormones, he could possibly be decreasing the amount of hormones he naturally produces, thereby giving his side-effects such as (get ready for this) fatigue, decreased mood and weakness. Hooo boy (or hautbois) I think we might have found the cause of his problems! Never mind the fact that most people feel like crap taking antibiotics, even if it’s only for a week, and 500mg is above the loading (or largest) dose for a Z-pack. Man oh man.
Needless to say, when I performed the Fibromyalgia point tenderness test, he reported 2/18 points tender (you need 11 to be clinically diagnosed). As for the rest of his physical exam, well, it was as normal as can be. I guess the lesson to learn today is to be careful who you get your care from. There are a bunch of people out there who will sell and tell you anything to get a buck. If your “doctor” starts telling you that you have a disease, but you can only order your medication through the mail, I’d be a little suspicious of their training. There was a chiropractor in town a few years ago that stated that he could tell a person’s health by the Red Beaker Test – a test in which he had the patient hold a beaker of red liquid, and based on the way it jiggled, he could tell if you had gallbladder problems, heart disease or even infertility. He offered the test for the low, low price of $25, and wouldn’t you know, it didn’t really tell anything. Amazing, right? I have no idea how much this kid (or his parents, for that matter) was paying each month for treatment, but as the saying goes, “there’s a sucker born every minute.”
And now, for the disability quotes of the day:
Me: “I’m going to need you to bend at the waist to test the range of motion of your back.”
Older, buxom woman: “You’re not going to look down my shirt, are you?”
Me: “Oh no, ma’am, I’m just looking at your spine.”
Woman: “Well you can look, I won’t mind. At my age, it’s all the action I get.”
Me: “I’m going to test your grip strength. Please take my hands and squeeze them.”
Dude: [Squeezing gently] “I’d squeeze harder, but I might make you explode with the force of my grip.”
Me: “I’ll keep that in mind.”
Caveat emptor,
-DD
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Hypertension Dimension
Good Tuesday! I hope everyone had a wonderful Memorial Day, ours was spent traversing from family to family, but overall it was a lot of fun. My work schedule in June is going to be a little different – this week I’m working today, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Starting next week, however, I’ll be in the office on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and half days on Thursday, so expect blog entries on those days. Anyways, onwards!
Since the last few entries have been more lighthearted, I thought that I would talk about something a little more medical today. I’ve had a plethora of patients recently that have all had severely elevated blood pressures, and (of course) they’re not on any type of medication. Most of them also smoke, say that they can’t afford any medication because it’s so expensive, and of course, and can’t go to a doctor because they can’t afford that, either. Let’s look at the first and second excuse.
A pack of cigarettes is around (last time I checked) $5. So if you smoke 1 pack of cigarettes a day, your habit just cost you $150 for that month. Lisinopril (a common first line high-blood pressure medication) is $4 for a month’s supply. Now, I’m no math expert, but 4$ for 30 days worth of medication…$5 for 20 cigarettes that you smoke in one day….well, I guess it’s your lungs and your life. What I don’t understand is people that smoke two or three packs of cigarettes a day – when do they have time to do anything else? I guess if you light up the second you wake up, and then smoke yourself to sleep that night you could do it, but otherwise, man, that’s a lot of time spent puffing.
As for the last excuse, most cities have some sort of free-clinic(s) system set up - mine is no different - but like I’ve said before, it doesn’t matter how many free clinics there are, if the patients can’t get to them, they won’t use them. Now, you might say, “what about buses or trolleys?” Unfortunately, Mass Transit in this city is about as prevalent as actually disabled people applying for disability, so that’s out. The same goes for adequate sidewalks (not that most of these people could walk more than a block at a time anyway.) So, what do we do? Some cities have proposed a type of “mobile free clinic” that serves “needy areas.” What, however, defines needy? Should it just be limited to lower income populations, or should anyone be able to get, say, blood pressure medication or their eyes checked for free? Without delving in the whole socialized medicine debate, my own personal belief is that basic health services should be available to everyone regardless of economic status. As for more than that, well, that’s the subject of another blog.
So, in summation, we have a large number of people with high blood pressure who…
A:) Can’t afford to see a doctor to have their blood pressure checked and receive a prescription
B:) Can’t afford said prescription (maybe because they smoke, maybe other reasons)
C:) Are unable to travel to a free clinic to receive free medication
D:) And definitely can’t afford the resultant hospital bill when they stroke out or have a heart attack
What do we do with this problem? Aside from putting hypertension medication in the water, I feel that the only way we’re going to do something about this conundrum is to really increase the availability of basic care options throughout the city. That said, it doesn’t matter how many free clinics we have if people aren’t going to take responsibility for their own health. Maybe it seems like common sense, but if you have lung problems, don’t smoke. If you have heart problems, don’t smoke. If you want to get pregnant, don’t smoke. In fact, the only people who should be smoking out there are people who want to have that “aged” look without having to wait for time to roll by.
Sigh, I know a lot of times I sound like a broken record on this blog, but really people, please cherish your bodies – it’s the only one you’ve got. That said, wear some sunscreen, too. And exercise…oh forget it, you get the picture!
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Me: “So I see you’re on disability currently, why?”
Dude: “Because I got made fun of in school.”
Me: “There has to be something more than that.”
Dude: “Well, I was only reading at an 8th grade level in 12th grade. But I graduated anyway, so they can TAKE THAT, SUCKERS!”
Me: “Ok ….”
Dude: “Yep, I’m getting rich off of being clinically stupid.”
Prevention is the best form of medicine,
-DD
Since the last few entries have been more lighthearted, I thought that I would talk about something a little more medical today. I’ve had a plethora of patients recently that have all had severely elevated blood pressures, and (of course) they’re not on any type of medication. Most of them also smoke, say that they can’t afford any medication because it’s so expensive, and of course, and can’t go to a doctor because they can’t afford that, either. Let’s look at the first and second excuse.
A pack of cigarettes is around (last time I checked) $5. So if you smoke 1 pack of cigarettes a day, your habit just cost you $150 for that month. Lisinopril (a common first line high-blood pressure medication) is $4 for a month’s supply. Now, I’m no math expert, but 4$ for 30 days worth of medication…$5 for 20 cigarettes that you smoke in one day….well, I guess it’s your lungs and your life. What I don’t understand is people that smoke two or three packs of cigarettes a day – when do they have time to do anything else? I guess if you light up the second you wake up, and then smoke yourself to sleep that night you could do it, but otherwise, man, that’s a lot of time spent puffing.
As for the last excuse, most cities have some sort of free-clinic(s) system set up - mine is no different - but like I’ve said before, it doesn’t matter how many free clinics there are, if the patients can’t get to them, they won’t use them. Now, you might say, “what about buses or trolleys?” Unfortunately, Mass Transit in this city is about as prevalent as actually disabled people applying for disability, so that’s out. The same goes for adequate sidewalks (not that most of these people could walk more than a block at a time anyway.) So, what do we do? Some cities have proposed a type of “mobile free clinic” that serves “needy areas.” What, however, defines needy? Should it just be limited to lower income populations, or should anyone be able to get, say, blood pressure medication or their eyes checked for free? Without delving in the whole socialized medicine debate, my own personal belief is that basic health services should be available to everyone regardless of economic status. As for more than that, well, that’s the subject of another blog.
So, in summation, we have a large number of people with high blood pressure who…
A:) Can’t afford to see a doctor to have their blood pressure checked and receive a prescription
B:) Can’t afford said prescription (maybe because they smoke, maybe other reasons)
C:) Are unable to travel to a free clinic to receive free medication
D:) And definitely can’t afford the resultant hospital bill when they stroke out or have a heart attack
What do we do with this problem? Aside from putting hypertension medication in the water, I feel that the only way we’re going to do something about this conundrum is to really increase the availability of basic care options throughout the city. That said, it doesn’t matter how many free clinics we have if people aren’t going to take responsibility for their own health. Maybe it seems like common sense, but if you have lung problems, don’t smoke. If you have heart problems, don’t smoke. If you want to get pregnant, don’t smoke. In fact, the only people who should be smoking out there are people who want to have that “aged” look without having to wait for time to roll by.
Sigh, I know a lot of times I sound like a broken record on this blog, but really people, please cherish your bodies – it’s the only one you’ve got. That said, wear some sunscreen, too. And exercise…oh forget it, you get the picture!
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Me: “So I see you’re on disability currently, why?”
Dude: “Because I got made fun of in school.”
Me: “There has to be something more than that.”
Dude: “Well, I was only reading at an 8th grade level in 12th grade. But I graduated anyway, so they can TAKE THAT, SUCKERS!”
Me: “Ok ….”
Dude: “Yep, I’m getting rich off of being clinically stupid.”
Prevention is the best form of medicine,
-DD
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Honey honey
Good morning! It’s another bright Saturday at Disability Physicals – today’s forecast is showing chronic pain with a chance for neuropathy. I hope everyone is able to get some rest over this holiday weekend, because next week promises to be a doozey in disability land. Thanks to the genies at social security, we’re totally full for the first two weeks of June, which is nice. Anyway, on to the blog!
I pulled up to the building this morning around 7:30 AM. A little early, I know, but we’re training a new physician today, and I like to go over some of the “ins and outs” of the exam with them before they face the onslaught. As I was putting my key into the door, a 19ghetto Chevy zooms up behind me, and a toothless woman with I-just-stuck-my-finger-into-a-light-socket hair leans out of the window and yells, “is this the place for my boytoy’s disability thingie?”
“Well,” I responded, “it could be, who are you here to see?”
“Some doctor or something, I can’t pronounce his or her name. It’s like xxxxx.”
Now, without revealing my secret identity, I’ll just let you know that my name is really not that hard to pronounce…I’m of Gaelic heritage, it’s not like I have eight consonants in a row or something (no offense to people with eight consonants in a row). For some reason, however, people have a really difficult time spelling or pronouncing it – maybe I should change it to Dwayne Wayne or something. Anyway, I responded to the banshee with “that’s me, let me just open up the building.”
“Oh that’s ok, honey,” she replied, “we still gotta drink our coffee, so it’ll be a bit.”
Argh, big pet peeve. I really don’t like being called “honey” by patients. For that matter, I don’t like it when other doctors call their patients honey, but that’s another story. Anyway, 40 minutes later, they walked in the door…I guess it was a big cup of coffee. The boytoy’s complaint was that “my back hurts all the time – it’s like a 2 on a 0-10 scale.” When questioned how that pain kept him from working, he responded, “Well, it makes me forget things all the time, like where my wrench is, or what I’m doing. I just can’t function on that level of pain, and all the Lortab my doctor is giving me isn’t helping anymore.”
Have you ever wanted to just tell someone to tough it up? I mean, I understand that pain can be debilitating – heck, almost every person I see doing these physicals tells me how debilitating it is. But a 2? Really? Anyway, he started crying through the physical exam…after I told him that he was going to have to bend at the waist. Apparently the thought of bending was too much for him to handle. I have to say, however, he bent…about 10 degrees, and then begged me to “make the pain stoooooooooppppp!” Well, it did after he stood up, and wouldn’t you know, he didn’t seem to be in all that much pain after I watched him run to get into his care after the exam. Go figure.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Me: “Have you ever held a job?
Dude: “I worked at Little Caesar’s for three days, but they fired me because I cooked too many square pizzas.”
Me: “….ok then.”
Have a good one, honey.
-DD
I pulled up to the building this morning around 7:30 AM. A little early, I know, but we’re training a new physician today, and I like to go over some of the “ins and outs” of the exam with them before they face the onslaught. As I was putting my key into the door, a 19ghetto Chevy zooms up behind me, and a toothless woman with I-just-stuck-my-finger-into-a-light-socket hair leans out of the window and yells, “is this the place for my boytoy’s disability thingie?”
“Well,” I responded, “it could be, who are you here to see?”
“Some doctor or something, I can’t pronounce his or her name. It’s like xxxxx.”
Now, without revealing my secret identity, I’ll just let you know that my name is really not that hard to pronounce…I’m of Gaelic heritage, it’s not like I have eight consonants in a row or something (no offense to people with eight consonants in a row). For some reason, however, people have a really difficult time spelling or pronouncing it – maybe I should change it to Dwayne Wayne or something. Anyway, I responded to the banshee with “that’s me, let me just open up the building.”
“Oh that’s ok, honey,” she replied, “we still gotta drink our coffee, so it’ll be a bit.”
Argh, big pet peeve. I really don’t like being called “honey” by patients. For that matter, I don’t like it when other doctors call their patients honey, but that’s another story. Anyway, 40 minutes later, they walked in the door…I guess it was a big cup of coffee. The boytoy’s complaint was that “my back hurts all the time – it’s like a 2 on a 0-10 scale.” When questioned how that pain kept him from working, he responded, “Well, it makes me forget things all the time, like where my wrench is, or what I’m doing. I just can’t function on that level of pain, and all the Lortab my doctor is giving me isn’t helping anymore.”
Have you ever wanted to just tell someone to tough it up? I mean, I understand that pain can be debilitating – heck, almost every person I see doing these physicals tells me how debilitating it is. But a 2? Really? Anyway, he started crying through the physical exam…after I told him that he was going to have to bend at the waist. Apparently the thought of bending was too much for him to handle. I have to say, however, he bent…about 10 degrees, and then begged me to “make the pain stoooooooooppppp!” Well, it did after he stood up, and wouldn’t you know, he didn’t seem to be in all that much pain after I watched him run to get into his care after the exam. Go figure.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Me: “Have you ever held a job?
Dude: “I worked at Little Caesar’s for three days, but they fired me because I cooked too many square pizzas.”
Me: “….ok then.”
Have a good one, honey.
-DD
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Wayne's World
Good morning! It’s another Saturday at Disability Physicals, and so far I’ve had to field two calls from people asking for directions. Now, my wife will tell you I’m one of the most directionly-challenged people you’ll meet, but I think I did an ok job. We’ll try and keep things light hearted this AM, as I don’t really feel like tackling a heavy topic at 7:56 in the morning. Oh, my schedule in June is really picking up (apparently social security realized that I wanted to work other days besides Saturdays), so expect more blog entries throughout the week next month.
There are a couple of things that I’ve realized after doing this type of job for almost a year. 1.) People tend to think that any aliment that causes pain or a change in lifestyle is a disabling condition, and 2.) almost every male who applies for disability has the middle name of Wayne. Let’s talk about the Waynes first. My first day at the new office, every male patient had Wayne in their name. I swear, it was like Gary Wayne xxx, then Charles Wayne xxx, followed by Dwayne Wayne (yep, that’s real) xxx. I don’t know if there’s a link between the name and the potential for applying for disability – maybe there’s an abundance of people who perform manual labor with the middle name Wayne – but without fail I will at least see one [first name] Wayne [last name] every time I step into the office. Gary Wayne by itself seems to be a popular combination for disability claimants. There’s a “note to self” to all you future parents out there, if you want your child to eventually apply for disability, name them Gary Wayne. Or Dwayne Wayne, because that’s just awesome. Finally, if your last name is Wayneson, please, please name them Dwayne Wayne Wayneson. Not only will they probably apply for disability, but they’ll either get beat up at school, or end up being a professional bull rider, who will probably, one day, need disability anyway.
As for the first topic, well…if you’ve been reading this blog for any amount of time, you’ve seen some strange reasons why people think they need disability. I still think my personal favorite is “my left breast hurts after I eat hamburger.” It’s been a while since we’ve done a complaint list, so here you go. Merry Christmas.
1.) My hands hurt after I sit on them
2.) I got depression after my mouse died
3.) I died three times
4.) I have cancer (when questioned, the patient couldn’t tell me what organ the cancer affected, just that she had it)
5.) My wife hits me
6.) I only got to the 11th grade
7.) I can’t read or write at all (this was in the patient’s handwriting)
8.) I get angry when people yell at me
9.) My feet hurt after standing on them for 10 hours
10.) My knees hurt after I gained 100 lbs
The question is, dear readers, will any of these people actually receive disability? Only time will tell. I for one think that the person who can’t write anything, with the exception of their disability statement, of course, should at least get a little something…I mean, that’s legit, right?
Have a good weekend!
-DD
There are a couple of things that I’ve realized after doing this type of job for almost a year. 1.) People tend to think that any aliment that causes pain or a change in lifestyle is a disabling condition, and 2.) almost every male who applies for disability has the middle name of Wayne. Let’s talk about the Waynes first. My first day at the new office, every male patient had Wayne in their name. I swear, it was like Gary Wayne xxx, then Charles Wayne xxx, followed by Dwayne Wayne (yep, that’s real) xxx. I don’t know if there’s a link between the name and the potential for applying for disability – maybe there’s an abundance of people who perform manual labor with the middle name Wayne – but without fail I will at least see one [first name] Wayne [last name] every time I step into the office. Gary Wayne by itself seems to be a popular combination for disability claimants. There’s a “note to self” to all you future parents out there, if you want your child to eventually apply for disability, name them Gary Wayne. Or Dwayne Wayne, because that’s just awesome. Finally, if your last name is Wayneson, please, please name them Dwayne Wayne Wayneson. Not only will they probably apply for disability, but they’ll either get beat up at school, or end up being a professional bull rider, who will probably, one day, need disability anyway.
As for the first topic, well…if you’ve been reading this blog for any amount of time, you’ve seen some strange reasons why people think they need disability. I still think my personal favorite is “my left breast hurts after I eat hamburger.” It’s been a while since we’ve done a complaint list, so here you go. Merry Christmas.
1.) My hands hurt after I sit on them
2.) I got depression after my mouse died
3.) I died three times
4.) I have cancer (when questioned, the patient couldn’t tell me what organ the cancer affected, just that she had it)
5.) My wife hits me
6.) I only got to the 11th grade
7.) I can’t read or write at all (this was in the patient’s handwriting)
8.) I get angry when people yell at me
9.) My feet hurt after standing on them for 10 hours
10.) My knees hurt after I gained 100 lbs
The question is, dear readers, will any of these people actually receive disability? Only time will tell. I for one think that the person who can’t write anything, with the exception of their disability statement, of course, should at least get a little something…I mean, that’s legit, right?
Have a good weekend!
-DD
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Mullets unite!
Buenos dias, amigos. In their infinite awesomeness, Social Security decided to only schedule me on Saturday s in May…which makes no sense, especially since I literally have nothing to do now that the medical school is out for the summer. What that means for you, dear readers, is that I’ll probably only be posting once a week. So make sure you keep an eye on the Disillusioned Doctor Facebook group, for that’s where I’ll post new entries. Onwards!
Things seem to come in clumps in disability land. One day it’ll be depression, another day COPD. This morning it’s been anxiety…and mullets. I’m not aware of a condition that combines the two…maybe I’ll call it Mulletosis Nervosa. Anyway, anxiety patients are always…challenging. They usually want to keep the exam room door open, have a problem with me taking their blood pressure, and some of them even refuse the physical exam because they’re so nervous. Well, the anxiety patients this morning have all fit the bill. One in particular, however, has risen above the others in my mind, and not only because his mullet would make MacGyver cry with envy.
He walked into the office, his hair a dyed jet black, and in true mullet fashion, party end hanging to his backside, business end cut short and plastered with gel. He was a dichotomy of eras – the rocker 80’s mating with the Emo 90’s. His life was truly, as one of my friends from medical school would say, muffins…muffins and pain. I called his name after glancing over his disability form; the main complaint read “chest wall stuck in/heart murmurs.” He and his equally Emo girlfriend walked into the exam room (leaving the door open, of course), and sat down in front of my desk.
“So, tell me about your heart condition.” I asked.
“I dunno, it’s like always been there…I guess.” He replied.
“Have you seen a cardiologist?”
“No, well, I did when I was a kid…but not since then…that’s been like a few years ago.”
“So does your heart bother you now?”
“Only if I do things like run eight miles.”
“…what does it do if you run eight miles?”
“It beats really fast, like it’s trying to really pump my blood fast.”
“Yes.” Woohoo normal physiology.
At this point, the girlfriend leaned over and whispered something in his ear. He immediately said “and my chest is really caved in!”
Ok, so Pectus Excavatum. A relatively normal variant in which the sternum or breast bone is “caved in.” This condition can cause problems if the concavity is large enough, but usually those patients receive surgery at an early age… this dude didn’t. He lifted up his shirt to reveal a tattoo of a monkey eating an apple (?) and a very, very mild Pectus.
“Should I get surgery on this?” He asked.
“Well, I wouldn’t, but I’m not a Thoracic surgeon.” I replied.
“Oooooh, ok, because like, I thought I was going to get surgery for this.”
I think I audibly sighed. “No sir, this is a disability exam…nothing more.”
The remainder of the physical exam was normal, and as he walked out, he said, “it’s a good thing I didn’t get surgery today, I have stuff to do.”
“I’m sure you do.” Idiot.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Lady: “My cat can ‘matrix walk,’ and it knocked me over. That’s how I got a head injury.”
Me: “Did you take any medication after that?”
Lady: “Just some pills.”
Me: “Were they…red or blue pills?”
Lady: “Huh? I think they were white.”
Me: “Ok, just checking.”
Free your mind,
-DD
Things seem to come in clumps in disability land. One day it’ll be depression, another day COPD. This morning it’s been anxiety…and mullets. I’m not aware of a condition that combines the two…maybe I’ll call it Mulletosis Nervosa. Anyway, anxiety patients are always…challenging. They usually want to keep the exam room door open, have a problem with me taking their blood pressure, and some of them even refuse the physical exam because they’re so nervous. Well, the anxiety patients this morning have all fit the bill. One in particular, however, has risen above the others in my mind, and not only because his mullet would make MacGyver cry with envy.
He walked into the office, his hair a dyed jet black, and in true mullet fashion, party end hanging to his backside, business end cut short and plastered with gel. He was a dichotomy of eras – the rocker 80’s mating with the Emo 90’s. His life was truly, as one of my friends from medical school would say, muffins…muffins and pain. I called his name after glancing over his disability form; the main complaint read “chest wall stuck in/heart murmurs.” He and his equally Emo girlfriend walked into the exam room (leaving the door open, of course), and sat down in front of my desk.
“So, tell me about your heart condition.” I asked.
“I dunno, it’s like always been there…I guess.” He replied.
“Have you seen a cardiologist?”
“No, well, I did when I was a kid…but not since then…that’s been like a few years ago.”
“So does your heart bother you now?”
“Only if I do things like run eight miles.”
“…what does it do if you run eight miles?”
“It beats really fast, like it’s trying to really pump my blood fast.”
“Yes.” Woohoo normal physiology.
At this point, the girlfriend leaned over and whispered something in his ear. He immediately said “and my chest is really caved in!”
Ok, so Pectus Excavatum. A relatively normal variant in which the sternum or breast bone is “caved in.” This condition can cause problems if the concavity is large enough, but usually those patients receive surgery at an early age… this dude didn’t. He lifted up his shirt to reveal a tattoo of a monkey eating an apple (?) and a very, very mild Pectus.
“Should I get surgery on this?” He asked.
“Well, I wouldn’t, but I’m not a Thoracic surgeon.” I replied.
“Oooooh, ok, because like, I thought I was going to get surgery for this.”
I think I audibly sighed. “No sir, this is a disability exam…nothing more.”
The remainder of the physical exam was normal, and as he walked out, he said, “it’s a good thing I didn’t get surgery today, I have stuff to do.”
“I’m sure you do.” Idiot.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Lady: “My cat can ‘matrix walk,’ and it knocked me over. That’s how I got a head injury.”
Me: “Did you take any medication after that?”
Lady: “Just some pills.”
Me: “Were they…red or blue pills?”
Lady: “Huh? I think they were white.”
Me: “Ok, just checking.”
Free your mind,
-DD
Friday, May 7, 2010
Warning: Controversy
Good morning! Fridays are day-long affairs for me at Disability physicals. I’m trying to squeeze a blog in between patients, so forgive me if my thoughts are a little discombobulated. My wife told me yesterday that my next blog should be a little more philosophical, since the last few entries have been more comic than serious in nature. So…I decided to listen to her, and write about something that we see quite a bit of here in disability land – Fibromyalgia. Oooooh boy, controversy here we come.
Fibromyalgia (FM), the redheaded step child of the chronic pain population. Nobody really knows what causes it…maybe it’s depression, maybe it’s obesity, maybe it’s eating too much Thai food. What we do know, however, is that the number of people diagnosed with FM seem to be on the rise, even though the criteria for diagnosis is foggy at best – subjective pain elicited by specific point compression. To make things more…concrete, there is a FM tender point sheet, with 18 tender points scattered over the body. To be diagnosed with FM, one must have 11 of those points “elicit pain with approximately 4 lbs of force applied.” Now, I know I have sensitive hands and everything, but can you really differentiate between 3 lbs and 5 lbs? Do I need to get a pressure-gauge thing like they use to measure the force of kinetic motion and strap it onto my hands before I test said points? I don’t know, maybe I’m over analyzing things, but it seems to me that if you push hard enough, people will say “ouch,” regardless of whether or not you have the disease.
Things get even foggier when we delve into the treatments for fibromyalgia. OTC pain relievers, topical pain reducers, and even narcotics are common therapies for the condition, all of which have questionable efficacy. Interestingly, new studies are coming out left and right revealing a decrease in symptoms with the use of selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs). In case you didn’t know, serotonin is a neuro-hormone that, among other things, produces a sense of “well-being” in the body. SSRIs work by increasing the amount of circulating serotonin, thereby making the patient feel happier…sounds like a great way to treat depression, right? That’s because Paxil, Prozac, Celexa and a slew of other anti-depressant medications are SSRIs. Why then, are we using SSRIs to treat fibromyalgia? Could there be a correlation between fibromyalgia and depression? This Disillusioned Doctor thinks so. My guess is that in a few years some study will come out that will show fibromyalgia to be a form of the “psychomotor aspect of depression” – an elusive symptom that is defined by, among other things, lowered pain threshold, muscle weakness and problems with coordination. Now, I’m not saying that all patients with fibromyalgia exhibit the above symptoms. What I am saying is that every one of the disability patients I’ve seen that lists Fibromyalgia as their main complaint also has depression somewhere in their medical history. Coincidence? I doubt it.
So, now that we’ve “defined” the disease, what do we do about it? Sure, we can keep prescribing pain pills and muscle relaxers, maybe even throw in a few SSRIs for good measure. My opinion is, however, that we’re not approaching this condition correctly. By calling it a disease, putting ads on the TV, and making medication that is “specifically for fibromyalgia” (which, amazingly, is just an SSRI), we as a medical community are giving teeth to something that should be listed as a symptom, and not the main cause of a problem. Fact: Depression lowers your pain threshold. Fact: The majority of medications used to treat FM can also be used to treat depression. Fact: The population that is at highest risk for FM is also at highest risk for depression. There are just too many coincidences here to ignore. We as physicians need to get to the heart of this matter, and really reevaluate the way we look at fibromyalgia as a whole. Is it something that exists totally by itself, or is it something that only occurs when other factors are present? In summation, are we just treating the symptoms (the muscle aches and pains) and forgetting about the actual disease? Only time will tell.
And now, for the disability quote(s) of the day:
Me: “So tell me about your seizures.”
Girl: “Well, I ain’t never seen them, but my boyfriend tells me I’m like ‘I’m shaking!’ Then I go ‘ooogh’ or something. Then the seizure is done.”
Me: “…so…how long do your seizures last?”
Girl: “Just as long as I can say ‘ooooogh.’”
Me: “Alrighty.”
Patient’s written response to the question, “Who can we call for further information about your condition?”
“You can call Gerry On the Hill. I don’t know her number, though.”
Have a good weekend,
-DD
Fibromyalgia (FM), the redheaded step child of the chronic pain population. Nobody really knows what causes it…maybe it’s depression, maybe it’s obesity, maybe it’s eating too much Thai food. What we do know, however, is that the number of people diagnosed with FM seem to be on the rise, even though the criteria for diagnosis is foggy at best – subjective pain elicited by specific point compression. To make things more…concrete, there is a FM tender point sheet, with 18 tender points scattered over the body. To be diagnosed with FM, one must have 11 of those points “elicit pain with approximately 4 lbs of force applied.” Now, I know I have sensitive hands and everything, but can you really differentiate between 3 lbs and 5 lbs? Do I need to get a pressure-gauge thing like they use to measure the force of kinetic motion and strap it onto my hands before I test said points? I don’t know, maybe I’m over analyzing things, but it seems to me that if you push hard enough, people will say “ouch,” regardless of whether or not you have the disease.
Things get even foggier when we delve into the treatments for fibromyalgia. OTC pain relievers, topical pain reducers, and even narcotics are common therapies for the condition, all of which have questionable efficacy. Interestingly, new studies are coming out left and right revealing a decrease in symptoms with the use of selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs). In case you didn’t know, serotonin is a neuro-hormone that, among other things, produces a sense of “well-being” in the body. SSRIs work by increasing the amount of circulating serotonin, thereby making the patient feel happier…sounds like a great way to treat depression, right? That’s because Paxil, Prozac, Celexa and a slew of other anti-depressant medications are SSRIs. Why then, are we using SSRIs to treat fibromyalgia? Could there be a correlation between fibromyalgia and depression? This Disillusioned Doctor thinks so. My guess is that in a few years some study will come out that will show fibromyalgia to be a form of the “psychomotor aspect of depression” – an elusive symptom that is defined by, among other things, lowered pain threshold, muscle weakness and problems with coordination. Now, I’m not saying that all patients with fibromyalgia exhibit the above symptoms. What I am saying is that every one of the disability patients I’ve seen that lists Fibromyalgia as their main complaint also has depression somewhere in their medical history. Coincidence? I doubt it.
So, now that we’ve “defined” the disease, what do we do about it? Sure, we can keep prescribing pain pills and muscle relaxers, maybe even throw in a few SSRIs for good measure. My opinion is, however, that we’re not approaching this condition correctly. By calling it a disease, putting ads on the TV, and making medication that is “specifically for fibromyalgia” (which, amazingly, is just an SSRI), we as a medical community are giving teeth to something that should be listed as a symptom, and not the main cause of a problem. Fact: Depression lowers your pain threshold. Fact: The majority of medications used to treat FM can also be used to treat depression. Fact: The population that is at highest risk for FM is also at highest risk for depression. There are just too many coincidences here to ignore. We as physicians need to get to the heart of this matter, and really reevaluate the way we look at fibromyalgia as a whole. Is it something that exists totally by itself, or is it something that only occurs when other factors are present? In summation, are we just treating the symptoms (the muscle aches and pains) and forgetting about the actual disease? Only time will tell.
And now, for the disability quote(s) of the day:
Me: “So tell me about your seizures.”
Girl: “Well, I ain’t never seen them, but my boyfriend tells me I’m like ‘I’m shaking!’ Then I go ‘ooogh’ or something. Then the seizure is done.”
Me: “…so…how long do your seizures last?”
Girl: “Just as long as I can say ‘ooooogh.’”
Me: “Alrighty.”
Patient’s written response to the question, “Who can we call for further information about your condition?”
“You can call Gerry On the Hill. I don’t know her number, though.”
Have a good weekend,
-DD
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Heart Breaker
Well, it’s another Thursday morning. That means Yoga at 5:30 AM, then disability physicals…and since it is finals week at the medical school, I have to adjudicate a clinical skills practical at 1:00. All in all, not too shabby, although the first patient of the morning decided to no-show, how nice of them. Anyway, if you’re wondering why my last post was sometime last week, it’s because I’ve been trying to write while I’m at work, and since my schedule is all over the place, well you get the picture. On to the blog!
Saturday was a day of depression claimants. Every stinkin’ one of them came in stating “I feel down, I can’t work,” or “I’m just sad, so I can’t work,” or “My girl left me for a girl, now I can’t work.” Seriously, that last statement came from a guy whose father left an angry message on the office machine at 7:30 stating “Where you all at, my son’s appointment is at 9:00, why ain’t nobody in the office?” While I understand the need for the business to open before the first patient of the day, I honestly can’t see any office opening an hour-and-a-half before the first patient, let alone on a Saturday. Anyway, once 9:00 rolled around, the door flew open, dude and his father walked in.
The claimant was 45, dressed in a t-shirt and jean shorts, his (mid 60’s appearing) father was dressed in a partially open Tommy Bahama shirt, short, short khaki shorts, and bright blue flip-flops (or thongs, as some people call them). I ushered them into my office - the claimant slumped to the corner chair, and the father walked towards my desk, pulled out the chair in front of me, spun it around, and straddled it…which as you can imagine, was not what I wanted to see first thing Saturday morning (did I mention that the shorts were short?). Anyway, the dad did most of the talking – the son couldn’t work because his girlfriend of “a really long time – six months, left him for another woman.” Apparently the g/f decided that she would rather be a lesbian than be with the claimant, and this had insulted his masculinity to such an extent that according to the father, he just “sits on the couch, cries all the time, and watches the history channel.” When further questioned, the claimant admitted that he couldn’t do any household chores or help with activities because “my girl used to do all of that, and trying to do it reminds me too much of her.” I asked him if there was any physical reason why he couldn’t perform those tasks, and he replied “no, but the memories of our love are just too painful to allow me to do those things.” How touching. Who knew that disability patients could be so poetic? We proceeded to the physical exam, which was normal, as you might expect.
As they left, the father said to me, “Doc, you gotta help him. He’s just so lovesick, I don’t know what to do. Any advice on how to win the girl back?”
I shook my head, “The government doesn’t allow me to give medical advice at these appointments,” I replied.
“Then the government don’t understand love,” he mumbled as he walked out of the door. And that was that.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Patient’s written response to the question “How does your condition limit your ability to work?”
“It doesn’t, but my friend got money this way, so I thought I would try too.”
Until later,
-DD
Saturday was a day of depression claimants. Every stinkin’ one of them came in stating “I feel down, I can’t work,” or “I’m just sad, so I can’t work,” or “My girl left me for a girl, now I can’t work.” Seriously, that last statement came from a guy whose father left an angry message on the office machine at 7:30 stating “Where you all at, my son’s appointment is at 9:00, why ain’t nobody in the office?” While I understand the need for the business to open before the first patient of the day, I honestly can’t see any office opening an hour-and-a-half before the first patient, let alone on a Saturday. Anyway, once 9:00 rolled around, the door flew open, dude and his father walked in.
The claimant was 45, dressed in a t-shirt and jean shorts, his (mid 60’s appearing) father was dressed in a partially open Tommy Bahama shirt, short, short khaki shorts, and bright blue flip-flops (or thongs, as some people call them). I ushered them into my office - the claimant slumped to the corner chair, and the father walked towards my desk, pulled out the chair in front of me, spun it around, and straddled it…which as you can imagine, was not what I wanted to see first thing Saturday morning (did I mention that the shorts were short?). Anyway, the dad did most of the talking – the son couldn’t work because his girlfriend of “a really long time – six months, left him for another woman.” Apparently the g/f decided that she would rather be a lesbian than be with the claimant, and this had insulted his masculinity to such an extent that according to the father, he just “sits on the couch, cries all the time, and watches the history channel.” When further questioned, the claimant admitted that he couldn’t do any household chores or help with activities because “my girl used to do all of that, and trying to do it reminds me too much of her.” I asked him if there was any physical reason why he couldn’t perform those tasks, and he replied “no, but the memories of our love are just too painful to allow me to do those things.” How touching. Who knew that disability patients could be so poetic? We proceeded to the physical exam, which was normal, as you might expect.
As they left, the father said to me, “Doc, you gotta help him. He’s just so lovesick, I don’t know what to do. Any advice on how to win the girl back?”
I shook my head, “The government doesn’t allow me to give medical advice at these appointments,” I replied.
“Then the government don’t understand love,” he mumbled as he walked out of the door. And that was that.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Patient’s written response to the question “How does your condition limit your ability to work?”
“It doesn’t, but my friend got money this way, so I thought I would try too.”
Until later,
-DD
Friday, April 30, 2010
Jive Talkin'
Good morning! Since we’re having a slight lull right now at the new office, I thought I’d take a little time and write on the ‘ol blog, since so many of you expressed some manner of joy with the post on Tuesday.
I’ve been doing this whole disability thing for about a year now, and there are two things that I routinely see that continue to amaze me (there are really more than two, but these just stick in my mind). No. 1: The amount of people who, while admitting wholeheartedly that they smoke cigarettes, have a mini-stroke if you ask them if they drink alcohol. No. 2: The fact that the homeless shelter seems to give out 1970’s era clothes only to its residents. Let’s talk about number one first.
First, a caveat. If you’re a smoker, I’m sorry if this offends you…but you should quit! It’s dangerous for you, the people around you, and just think, you could be using all that money that you spend on cigarettes to buy things like food, Lortab or clothes that you could donate to the homeless shelter so every resident doesn’t have to walk around looking like an extra in the Made-for-TV-Movie version of Shaft. It simply amazes me that people view imbibing alcohol as such a nasty habit, while they smoke 20 cigarettes a day, and make my office smell like the Marlboro man’s hamper. Just this morning, I had a lady who was applying for disability due to her advanced COPD, and admitted that she still smoked 2 packs a day. When I asked her if she drank alcohol, she scrunched up her face into a puckered wrinkle, and spat, “oh Lord no, that’s disgusting!” I wanted to say, “what you just did with your face was disgusting,” but I don’t think Social Security would take too kindly to that. Now, I know that people argue that “drinking makes you drunk, which is a bad thing to be, while smoking just makes you relax, and actually helps you loose weight.” Granted, weight loss is a good thing, especially when the majority of our population is clinically overweight. That said, there are much better ways to go about shedding some pounds that puffing on an “all natural” mixture of tobacco, tar, glycerin, ammonia, CO2, CO, and a bunch of other capital letters followed by some random numbers. Rant done.
As for the 70’s clothes…well, there’s really not much to say about that, except that I hope that one day bell-bottoms, polyester shirts and patent-leather jackets will be the rage again, because the Salvation Army has a surplus! I’d like to know who keeps donating this stuff, because it seems that every time I see a claimant who is staying at the homeless shelter, they’re wearing something straight out of Saturday Night Fever. I’m sorry if it seems like I’m bashing these people who, obviously, don’t really have the funds to buy anything, let alone clothes, because I’m not. I’m simply amazed at the trend that I keep seeing, and was relaying that fact. That said, if there are any aspiring filmmakers out there who plan on doing a 1970’s action movie, you now know where to get your costumes.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Me: “So how does your heart murmur keep you from working?”
Angry man: “It was there since birth.”
Me: “…OK, well, does it keep you from performing normal activities?”
Man: “No, but I don’t want to stress my murmur, because I feel that my heart could explode at any time.”
Me: “Did someone tell you that your heart could explode?”
Man: “No, but I saw it on Mortal Kombat once.”
Me: “Ok then, next question.”
I’ve been doing this whole disability thing for about a year now, and there are two things that I routinely see that continue to amaze me (there are really more than two, but these just stick in my mind). No. 1: The amount of people who, while admitting wholeheartedly that they smoke cigarettes, have a mini-stroke if you ask them if they drink alcohol. No. 2: The fact that the homeless shelter seems to give out 1970’s era clothes only to its residents. Let’s talk about number one first.
First, a caveat. If you’re a smoker, I’m sorry if this offends you…but you should quit! It’s dangerous for you, the people around you, and just think, you could be using all that money that you spend on cigarettes to buy things like food, Lortab or clothes that you could donate to the homeless shelter so every resident doesn’t have to walk around looking like an extra in the Made-for-TV-Movie version of Shaft. It simply amazes me that people view imbibing alcohol as such a nasty habit, while they smoke 20 cigarettes a day, and make my office smell like the Marlboro man’s hamper. Just this morning, I had a lady who was applying for disability due to her advanced COPD, and admitted that she still smoked 2 packs a day. When I asked her if she drank alcohol, she scrunched up her face into a puckered wrinkle, and spat, “oh Lord no, that’s disgusting!” I wanted to say, “what you just did with your face was disgusting,” but I don’t think Social Security would take too kindly to that. Now, I know that people argue that “drinking makes you drunk, which is a bad thing to be, while smoking just makes you relax, and actually helps you loose weight.” Granted, weight loss is a good thing, especially when the majority of our population is clinically overweight. That said, there are much better ways to go about shedding some pounds that puffing on an “all natural” mixture of tobacco, tar, glycerin, ammonia, CO2, CO, and a bunch of other capital letters followed by some random numbers. Rant done.
As for the 70’s clothes…well, there’s really not much to say about that, except that I hope that one day bell-bottoms, polyester shirts and patent-leather jackets will be the rage again, because the Salvation Army has a surplus! I’d like to know who keeps donating this stuff, because it seems that every time I see a claimant who is staying at the homeless shelter, they’re wearing something straight out of Saturday Night Fever. I’m sorry if it seems like I’m bashing these people who, obviously, don’t really have the funds to buy anything, let alone clothes, because I’m not. I’m simply amazed at the trend that I keep seeing, and was relaying that fact. That said, if there are any aspiring filmmakers out there who plan on doing a 1970’s action movie, you now know where to get your costumes.
And now for the disability quote of the day:
Me: “So how does your heart murmur keep you from working?”
Angry man: “It was there since birth.”
Me: “…OK, well, does it keep you from performing normal activities?”
Man: “No, but I don’t want to stress my murmur, because I feel that my heart could explode at any time.”
Me: “Did someone tell you that your heart could explode?”
Man: “No, but I saw it on Mortal Kombat once.”
Me: “Ok then, next question.”
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
From the office of...
Good morning! I'm writing this AM from my new office at my very own Disability Physical consulting firm (actually, my wife owns it, I'm just an employee...take that, gender roles!). My wife and I decided that it would be in our best interest to part ways with the old disability place, and now, 1.5 months later, I'm proud to be sitting at a new desk, in a freshly painted, climate controlled room, with nary a spider in sight. As you can imagine, it's taken quite some gumption and hard work to get this place up and running in such a short time, so you'll have to forgive my writing absence. We started seeing patients yesterday morning, and I must say, it's so different working at your own place. I actually get a little excited coming to work in the morning...but I'm sure that will wear off once the newness passes. Or maybe not, who knows?
Anyway, the patients so far have been pretty normal, with the exception of one individual, whose story I will relay to you presently. Mr. Genericfakename schlumped into the office yesterday morning, smelling of mildew and cat pee, wearing a bright t-shirt with what I think used to be the Brazilian flag emblazed across the front, but had since been dissolved in a miasma of mustard, pickle relish and mud (I hope) stains. He physically fit the bill of the stereotypical computer…guy – obese, frontal balding, tiny, tiny glasses. His chief complaint was "Asthma and computer skills." How those two go together, I don't know...maybe there's a new syndrome I haven't heard of. Anyway, he stated that he "couldn't breath good, and I can't work the computer." After some further questioning, he stated that typing for more than eight hours caused his hands to cramp, and he stated that by the end of the day, he couldn't even press his inhaler because his hands hurt so much. I asked him if he was currently working, and he stated "no, but if you mean working the computer, then yes I work." ....Well...ok. He further went on to say that "I used to be on Amazon or EBAY all day, but now I can't buy anything, and my hands hurt." Well, we proceeded to the physical exam, which aside from some normal asthmatic lung findings, was totally normal. I thanked him for his time, and as he left the room, he asked if I could email him a copy of the exam. I told him no.
I guess the moral of the story is that if you're going to be on the computer all day, you should probably take care of your hands. In this digital age, good ergonomic support is important...especially if you don't want to miss your winning bid on EBAY.
And now for the quote of the day:
Me: "So tell me about your diabetes."
Woman: "All I know is that when I my sugar gets low, I gotta go drink some sweet tea. Then I feel better, until I have to go to the hospital because I feel bad."
Me: "...Alright."
Have a good one,
-DD
Anyway, the patients so far have been pretty normal, with the exception of one individual, whose story I will relay to you presently. Mr. Genericfakename schlumped into the office yesterday morning, smelling of mildew and cat pee, wearing a bright t-shirt with what I think used to be the Brazilian flag emblazed across the front, but had since been dissolved in a miasma of mustard, pickle relish and mud (I hope) stains. He physically fit the bill of the stereotypical computer…guy – obese, frontal balding, tiny, tiny glasses. His chief complaint was "Asthma and computer skills." How those two go together, I don't know...maybe there's a new syndrome I haven't heard of. Anyway, he stated that he "couldn't breath good, and I can't work the computer." After some further questioning, he stated that typing for more than eight hours caused his hands to cramp, and he stated that by the end of the day, he couldn't even press his inhaler because his hands hurt so much. I asked him if he was currently working, and he stated "no, but if you mean working the computer, then yes I work." ....Well...ok. He further went on to say that "I used to be on Amazon or EBAY all day, but now I can't buy anything, and my hands hurt." Well, we proceeded to the physical exam, which aside from some normal asthmatic lung findings, was totally normal. I thanked him for his time, and as he left the room, he asked if I could email him a copy of the exam. I told him no.
I guess the moral of the story is that if you're going to be on the computer all day, you should probably take care of your hands. In this digital age, good ergonomic support is important...especially if you don't want to miss your winning bid on EBAY.
And now for the quote of the day:
Me: "So tell me about your diabetes."
Woman: "All I know is that when I my sugar gets low, I gotta go drink some sweet tea. Then I feel better, until I have to go to the hospital because I feel bad."
Me: "...Alright."
Have a good one,
-DD
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
A list of maladies
It's been a busy week at Disability Physicals - almost no no-shows, and people amazing keeping their appointments have really caused my work load to pick up. In lieu of writing a large diatribe about individual people, I've elected tonight to compile a list of the myriad "illnesses" people have used as their source for disability. I'll try and do this once-a-month or so, providing there are enough unique entries. When possible, I've tried to put the maladies in the claimant's own words. That said, let the listing commence!
1.) "I have to sleep on my back to sleep."
2.) "I have to sleep on my side to sleep." (I'm hoping that someone will "have" to sleep on their stomach to sleep..but that might be too much to ask for).
3.) Photophobia
4.) "Cryptics in my shoulders" (When asked further about "cryptics," the pt couldn't say more...just that they were there).
5.) "I keep having picnic attacks." (I think she meant panic...but who knows, maybe she's afraid of bears?)
6.) Poor self esteem
7.) "I died three times, but I came back."
8.) "My head is constantly there."
9.) "I get annoyed with annoying people."
10.) "When I get angry at my boss, I get fired."
11.) "I've got maniacal depression." (I think she meant manic depression...but maybe she's a maniac, maniac, too)
12.) "I keep seeing shadows in my permhairyal vision" (Once again, I think she meant peripheral).
13.) "When I get mad, I turn into Heckle and Jive" (Not Heckle and Jive!!!)
Whew, that's a pretty inclusive list of diseases...I think they need to teach a couple classes in med school on Picnic attacks and the dangers of Permhairyal vision, if not write a new chapter in Harrison's Internal Medicine.
And now, for the disability quotes of the day:
Me: "So does anything make your pelvic pain better?"
Elderly woman: "Well, my husband bought me this vibrating thing, and if I sit on it for a while, it makes all my pain go away."
Me: "Do you hear or see things other people don't?"
Man: "Not really, but my spirit guides often try and help me solve mysteries."
Me: "Do you succeed?"
Man: "I'm no Matlock, but we do pretty well."
Be wary of Heckle and Jive,
-DD
1.) "I have to sleep on my back to sleep."
2.) "I have to sleep on my side to sleep." (I'm hoping that someone will "have" to sleep on their stomach to sleep..but that might be too much to ask for).
3.) Photophobia
4.) "Cryptics in my shoulders" (When asked further about "cryptics," the pt couldn't say more...just that they were there).
5.) "I keep having picnic attacks." (I think she meant panic...but who knows, maybe she's afraid of bears?)
6.) Poor self esteem
7.) "I died three times, but I came back."
8.) "My head is constantly there."
9.) "I get annoyed with annoying people."
10.) "When I get angry at my boss, I get fired."
11.) "I've got maniacal depression." (I think she meant manic depression...but maybe she's a maniac, maniac, too)
12.) "I keep seeing shadows in my permhairyal vision" (Once again, I think she meant peripheral).
13.) "When I get mad, I turn into Heckle and Jive" (Not Heckle and Jive!!!)
Whew, that's a pretty inclusive list of diseases...I think they need to teach a couple classes in med school on Picnic attacks and the dangers of Permhairyal vision, if not write a new chapter in Harrison's Internal Medicine.
And now, for the disability quotes of the day:
Me: "So does anything make your pelvic pain better?"
Elderly woman: "Well, my husband bought me this vibrating thing, and if I sit on it for a while, it makes all my pain go away."
Me: "Do you hear or see things other people don't?"
Man: "Not really, but my spirit guides often try and help me solve mysteries."
Me: "Do you succeed?"
Man: "I'm no Matlock, but we do pretty well."
Be wary of Heckle and Jive,
-DD
Dictablog
I'm trying something new - using combinations of Dragon dictation and the blog software on my iPhone. This is just a test post to see if this works. If it does, we'll have more frequent updates since I can just update when I'm thinking about it
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Crabbed age and Youth
Short entry tonight. Last week yielded an alarming number of young (18-22 y/o) applicants for disability, with the majority of them stating some sort of mental illness for their main complaint. Now don't get me wrong, I know that depression is a serious medical illness, and can definitely have life-threatening consequences if left untreated. That said, it frustrates me to no end when some 18 y/o comes in, states "I'm just too tired or sad to work," and then proceeds to tell me that they've never been on medication, had counseling, or done any other number of things to try and treat their disease...if they even really have one. I know that I'm not a Psychiatrist, but it just doesn't make sense that feeling "ho hum about most things" should qualify you for free money for the rest of your life. In addition, the wonderful diagnosis of ADHD seems to be tacked on to most young applicants, who then seem to have no difficulty sitting still, answering my 10 minute question barrage, and then following instructions. Maybe they just all took their medication that morning, I don't know, but something starts to smell pretty rotten when every ADHD patient calmly cooperates for 30 minutes without acting like that dog from the movie UP.
The unfortunate (or fortunate, depending on who you are) thing is is that most of the young, "emotionally troubled" individuals end up getting disability in the end. Whether that's because they live long enough to re-apply 6 or 7 times, whereas the actually sick people don't, I don't know, but it just doesn't seem right that our tax dollars are going towards paying for people who would rather, as one person this week put it, "just sit around and smoke weed all day," than work for their money. There needs to be some better indicator of disease process severity than just asking the usual Depression questions, although I admit, I don't know what that would be. There's a research project for some of you budding physicians out there.
If the above thoughts come across as bashing mental illness, then I apologize. There is no doubt that depression, bipolar disorder and all the psychoses in between affect a large portion of our population. What I am bashing, however, is the blatant labeling of people with said diseases, who in all honesty, are not depressed, bipolar and so on. Validation is a powerful tool in the hands of the lazy. Going around and saying "you're sad? I'm sorry, here's some free money" does nothing to actually help that person, and in the grand scheme of things, ends up hurting society as a whole.
And now for the disability quotes of the day:
Patient's written response to the question "how are you disabled?"
"Gingivitis got me good."
Angry woman: "You said that this form only takes 30 minutes to fill out? I spent 23 hours over two days, and peed on myself four times trying to complete it."
Me: "So you say that you see things that other people don't?"
18 y/o girl: "Yeah, I see shadows a lot."
Me: "Is there any time that you see the shadows more?
Girl: "Usually at dusk or dawn."
Me: "...Alrighty."
Until next time,
-DD
The unfortunate (or fortunate, depending on who you are) thing is is that most of the young, "emotionally troubled" individuals end up getting disability in the end. Whether that's because they live long enough to re-apply 6 or 7 times, whereas the actually sick people don't, I don't know, but it just doesn't seem right that our tax dollars are going towards paying for people who would rather, as one person this week put it, "just sit around and smoke weed all day," than work for their money. There needs to be some better indicator of disease process severity than just asking the usual Depression questions, although I admit, I don't know what that would be. There's a research project for some of you budding physicians out there.
If the above thoughts come across as bashing mental illness, then I apologize. There is no doubt that depression, bipolar disorder and all the psychoses in between affect a large portion of our population. What I am bashing, however, is the blatant labeling of people with said diseases, who in all honesty, are not depressed, bipolar and so on. Validation is a powerful tool in the hands of the lazy. Going around and saying "you're sad? I'm sorry, here's some free money" does nothing to actually help that person, and in the grand scheme of things, ends up hurting society as a whole.
And now for the disability quotes of the day:
Patient's written response to the question "how are you disabled?"
"Gingivitis got me good."
Angry woman: "You said that this form only takes 30 minutes to fill out? I spent 23 hours over two days, and peed on myself four times trying to complete it."
Me: "So you say that you see things that other people don't?"
18 y/o girl: "Yeah, I see shadows a lot."
Me: "Is there any time that you see the shadows more?
Girl: "Usually at dusk or dawn."
Me: "...Alrighty."
Until next time,
-DD
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
A comeback of sorts
Hi again. Well, it's been quite some time since I posted last, and it's really touched me that some of you sent me a message or two saying "when are you going to post again?" I admit, with kids, family and just the day-by-day stress of living, there are a lot of times that I don't want to take the time to write anything, so thank you to those who have given words of encouragement.
Apparently there's been a fulcrum shift at Disability. Whereas the majority of claimants I used to see may have had something wrong with them, but probably could work, my recent claimants have all had horror-stories for lives, and genuinely have needed some help. I'm not sure if I've said it before, but I really try not to talk about the people that really need help - they don't need some Disillusioned Doctor yapping about them on the internet. This is the reason, as you might have guessed, that I haven't posted in a couple of weeks. In addition to that, my hours at the Juvie got decreased due to budget cuts, and therefore I don't have that material to go on, either. Hopefully, however, the run of actual problem patients will end soon, and I'll be able to return to an almost daily recounting of the funny things people say when trying to get money.
A short story for today. I rarely get frustrated at my patients, and ever more rarely do I want to take my stethoscope and perform a FATALITY. Today, however, I met my match. This gentleman was 50 y/o, smelled of cat pee, and had his hair "styled" like some Steven Segal/Chuck Norris love child. As I was filling out paperwork on the previous patient, I happened to overhear him give my secretary a hard time during his eye exam. He then proceeded to enter the exam room, throw an x-ray from (literally) 1986 on the exam table, and say "there's my old film, now when are you going to shot another one so you can tell me what's wrong with me?"
"We don't do that here," I responded. "This is just a history and physical, nothing more."
"Well then what am I doing here?" He yelled. "I thought this was for my x-ray exam."
He then whipped out a crumpled piece of paper (smelling of cat pee, of course), and said "here are all my complaints, what's wrong with me?"
I glanced at the paper. It listed in numerical order the following complaints (with his spelling...I kept the paper).
1.) Right beast pain
2.) Hard to breathe/infinzola/various lung diseasez
3.) Peepee hurts "dysuria"
4.) Lack of imagination/concentration/ <-----(I don't know if he meant to keep that blank...)
5.) It hurts my back
6.) Heat/Cold/Weather intolerence
7.) Don't liek things no more
8.) Toliet paper
I asked him about the last entry, and he responded "oops, must have confused that with my shopping list...but see, it shows I don't have concentration!"
I proceeded to ask him "so what of those complaints keep you from working?" and he, of course, responded "all of them." After trying to get him to narrow it down to one main thing, he started yelling at me, saying "I didn't know I was the doctor today, you're supposed to tell me what's wrong with me and will kill me, because I don't know! All I know is that I can't get a job because I was wrongly accused of a crime I didn't commit [I think that's a double negative...] and now all the Mexicans are taking over America!"
Once again, I tried to get him to narrow his complaint to one main thing that kept him from working, and after much yelling about Mexicans and America said "it's old age. Plain and simple, I'm getting old."
"Sir," I said, "You're 50. That hardly qualifies for old these days." Well, as you might imagine, he didn't like that.
More yelling. "How do you know what I'm going through? You're just a stupid doctor who probably has never worked a day in his life. And you're young, too! What's going to happen when you get too old to work, huh?"
So...I had come to a crossroad. Do I:
A.) Calmly ask him to leave, stating that obviously this exam is not working out.
B.) Try an empathic response such as, "I can see that you're angry at me being young and good looking, and I understand how you would feel upset about your current situation."
C.) Try and move on with the interview, ignoring his comments.
D.) Stethoscope to the groin, with reflex hammer FATALITY.
Sigh...I chose C...although I was tempted to try one of the other options. The fact of the matter is, if I asked this guy to leave, I wouldn't get paid, and I wanted to get something for the minutes of my life he had eaten away. Since I was running out of time, I said "last chance, what's the main thing that keeps you from working...aside from America, felonies and Mexicans?"
"Why, my back, of course."
Of course.
Anyway, the remainder of the exam proceeded without a hitch. As you might have guessed, his back was fine, and he left the office, taking the 1986 x-rays in tow.
And now for the disability quotes of the day:
Me: "So, can you tell me when your anger problems really started?"
Angry dude: "About 8 years ago, when my Grandma died soI had to start paying child support."
Me: "So you say you have problems dealing with people. How so?"
Man: "When they make me mad, I feel like an angry Goblin that just lost his broadsword."
Watch out for beast pain,
-DD
Apparently there's been a fulcrum shift at Disability. Whereas the majority of claimants I used to see may have had something wrong with them, but probably could work, my recent claimants have all had horror-stories for lives, and genuinely have needed some help. I'm not sure if I've said it before, but I really try not to talk about the people that really need help - they don't need some Disillusioned Doctor yapping about them on the internet. This is the reason, as you might have guessed, that I haven't posted in a couple of weeks. In addition to that, my hours at the Juvie got decreased due to budget cuts, and therefore I don't have that material to go on, either. Hopefully, however, the run of actual problem patients will end soon, and I'll be able to return to an almost daily recounting of the funny things people say when trying to get money.
A short story for today. I rarely get frustrated at my patients, and ever more rarely do I want to take my stethoscope and perform a FATALITY. Today, however, I met my match. This gentleman was 50 y/o, smelled of cat pee, and had his hair "styled" like some Steven Segal/Chuck Norris love child. As I was filling out paperwork on the previous patient, I happened to overhear him give my secretary a hard time during his eye exam. He then proceeded to enter the exam room, throw an x-ray from (literally) 1986 on the exam table, and say "there's my old film, now when are you going to shot another one so you can tell me what's wrong with me?"
"We don't do that here," I responded. "This is just a history and physical, nothing more."
"Well then what am I doing here?" He yelled. "I thought this was for my x-ray exam."
He then whipped out a crumpled piece of paper (smelling of cat pee, of course), and said "here are all my complaints, what's wrong with me?"
I glanced at the paper. It listed in numerical order the following complaints (with his spelling...I kept the paper).
1.) Right beast pain
2.) Hard to breathe/infinzola/various lung diseasez
3.) Peepee hurts "dysuria"
4.) Lack of imagination/concentration/ <-----(I don't know if he meant to keep that blank...)
5.) It hurts my back
6.) Heat/Cold/Weather intolerence
7.) Don't liek things no more
8.) Toliet paper
I asked him about the last entry, and he responded "oops, must have confused that with my shopping list...but see, it shows I don't have concentration!"
I proceeded to ask him "so what of those complaints keep you from working?" and he, of course, responded "all of them." After trying to get him to narrow it down to one main thing, he started yelling at me, saying "I didn't know I was the doctor today, you're supposed to tell me what's wrong with me and will kill me, because I don't know! All I know is that I can't get a job because I was wrongly accused of a crime I didn't commit [I think that's a double negative...] and now all the Mexicans are taking over America!"
Once again, I tried to get him to narrow his complaint to one main thing that kept him from working, and after much yelling about Mexicans and America said "it's old age. Plain and simple, I'm getting old."
"Sir," I said, "You're 50. That hardly qualifies for old these days." Well, as you might imagine, he didn't like that.
More yelling. "How do you know what I'm going through? You're just a stupid doctor who probably has never worked a day in his life. And you're young, too! What's going to happen when you get too old to work, huh?"
So...I had come to a crossroad. Do I:
A.) Calmly ask him to leave, stating that obviously this exam is not working out.
B.) Try an empathic response such as, "I can see that you're angry at me being young and good looking, and I understand how you would feel upset about your current situation."
C.) Try and move on with the interview, ignoring his comments.
D.) Stethoscope to the groin, with reflex hammer FATALITY.
Sigh...I chose C...although I was tempted to try one of the other options. The fact of the matter is, if I asked this guy to leave, I wouldn't get paid, and I wanted to get something for the minutes of my life he had eaten away. Since I was running out of time, I said "last chance, what's the main thing that keeps you from working...aside from America, felonies and Mexicans?"
"Why, my back, of course."
Of course.
Anyway, the remainder of the exam proceeded without a hitch. As you might have guessed, his back was fine, and he left the office, taking the 1986 x-rays in tow.
And now for the disability quotes of the day:
Me: "So, can you tell me when your anger problems really started?"
Angry dude: "About 8 years ago, when my Grandma died soI had to start paying child support."
Me: "So you say you have problems dealing with people. How so?"
Man: "When they make me mad, I feel like an angry Goblin that just lost his broadsword."
Watch out for beast pain,
-DD
Friday, February 5, 2010
Friday Night Quotes
Well, it's that time of the week again. Are you ready for a deluge of disabled diatribes? I know I am, so let the quotes begin!
Juvie Nurse: "Are you feeling suicidal?"
Kid: "Not right now, but I've starved myself to death before, so I know what it's like."
"I need oxygen 5 to 24 hours a day, especially if I'm sleeping."
Me: "So tell me why you stopped working?"
Dude: "Well, I never got a raise or a promotion, so I figured something must be wrong with me. So I quit."
"I get anger issues about once a month, so I can't work."
(That same person said his anger problems started after he was born in breech presentation...)
"I need at least an hour nap each afternoon, and I can't find a job that will let me have that."
Until next week,
-DD
Juvie Nurse: "Are you feeling suicidal?"
Kid: "Not right now, but I've starved myself to death before, so I know what it's like."
"I need oxygen 5 to 24 hours a day, especially if I'm sleeping."
Me: "So tell me why you stopped working?"
Dude: "Well, I never got a raise or a promotion, so I figured something must be wrong with me. So I quit."
"I get anger issues about once a month, so I can't work."
(That same person said his anger problems started after he was born in breech presentation...)
"I need at least an hour nap each afternoon, and I can't find a job that will let me have that."
Until next week,
-DD
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Y'all owe me something!
It was another wonderful morning at Disability Physicals. The local bum outside the building was seeking handouts, the room was freezing, and three people had already cancelled...for the third time. I arrived around 9:00, to an empty waiting room, and had just settled into my office when the door burst open, and a thin, nervous-looking man ran in. He stated that he was "here to get my physicals all done," and after an eye exam and a height/weight check, he was ushered into the exam room.
He was a thin man, head tucked in a sweatshirt hood, fingernails dirty. He slouched like some modern-day Quasimodo, one eye leering from under his greasy hair. He stated that "all my insides are a burning, and my mental keeps me from doing anything but think about doing nothing." A predicament indeed. He admitted that he had Hepatitis C, but although he was covered in "prison-made tattoos," and had been a "crank, crack, ice and meth whore" his entire life, couldn't figure out how he became infected with the virus. He stated that if he moved everything hurt, but if he didn't move, he couldn't stop thinking about moving. In addition, his equally Hugoian girlfriend added that "he likes to kick through the walls in the house, because it gives him something to do." You might have gathered from reading some of my earlier entries that I usually have something to say when people spout...interesting dialogue. This was not one of those times.
They rambled about how he "cries when he gets hurt," how he "sees spiders in the attic," and so on, with me simply sitting there, grinding my teeth to keep from laughing. I know that might sound a little cold-hearted, but I'll be the first to admit that I see spiders in my attic too. Anyway, I was finally able to ask my $10,000 question: "So which of these complaints keeps you from working?" and much to my surprise he stated "Well, I cut my foot with a knife, and all my memory came out with the blood." .... ..... Ok then. I didn't really feel like explaining that the memory circuit in his brain was in no way associated with his circulatory system, so I just sat there, nodded an empathic "go on," and let him continue talking. He started to yap about how he had been in prison his whole life because of his drug habits, and although he had been clean for two years, didn't understand why he didn't feel 100% better. I told him that organ damage from drugs is often permanent, and as you might imagine, he didn't take that well. He began to yell at this point, and the following diatribe ensued.
"Y'all owe me something for all the time I did. I needed all that medical care in the prison, but nobody took me seriously when I told them I was sick. As a result, I burn on the inside from my liver problems, and nobody will pay for my special liver tests. I deserve those things! I'm a person too! Just because I was selling drugs doesn't mean that I don't need stuff. The government needs to pay for my medical care because I gave my life to the State Penitentiary!"
I once again empathically nodded...and proceeded to the physical exam. He left shortly afterwards, almost vomiting in my trashcan because “that alcohol hand rub makes me all queasy.”
As silly as it is, the above monologue represents an interesting social conundrum. As a prisoner, one is paying their debt to society for the bad things they did. Unfortunately, and as a prison doctor I know this, resources are very limited for those incarcerated. Medical care, therefore, and especially complicated medical management, often gets overlooked for those detained simply because the system can't afford to pay for it. Some would argue that by breaking the law, one loses the luxury of receiving medical care beyond basic life necessities. On the other hand, prisoners are people, too, and therefore deserve the same level of healthcare available to those in the outside world, right?
The topic of responsibility often arises in these discussions. Should you and I have to pay for expensive medical tests and treatments for someone who will (most likely) never contribute to society, especially if they've done the damage themselves? Most people would say no, but that's exactly what we're doing. I'm not trying to sound harsh, but it really irritated me when the above patient started yelling about how he was owed special treatment because he was incarcerated on and off for 30 years, and had never lived a normal life. I've said it before, and I'll say it again. You are responsible for your own health. If you choose to do drugs, stick yourself with dirty needles and who knows what else, don't expect me to get all teary-eyed when you come down with some disease. Furthermore, don't expect me to shell out tax-dollars so that you can get expensive treatments for your poor choices. You are responsible for you, plain and simple.
And now for the disability quotes of the day:
Patient's mother's written response to the question, "Describe how your condition has changed your life."
"He once was extra above smart, now he ain't."
The same patient's mother's response to the question, "Do you have a good support group at home?"
"Everyone really loves him, his mom, his dad, his friends, even his BFF Kelly."
(Thank goodness for Kelly, I don't think he'd make it otherwise)
Man: "Let me show you how my knees pop all out of socket. Here I go!"
::He bends over with no problem::
"Well, I guess they're not going to do it today..."
Take responsibility for yourself,
-DD
He was a thin man, head tucked in a sweatshirt hood, fingernails dirty. He slouched like some modern-day Quasimodo, one eye leering from under his greasy hair. He stated that "all my insides are a burning, and my mental keeps me from doing anything but think about doing nothing." A predicament indeed. He admitted that he had Hepatitis C, but although he was covered in "prison-made tattoos," and had been a "crank, crack, ice and meth whore" his entire life, couldn't figure out how he became infected with the virus. He stated that if he moved everything hurt, but if he didn't move, he couldn't stop thinking about moving. In addition, his equally Hugoian girlfriend added that "he likes to kick through the walls in the house, because it gives him something to do." You might have gathered from reading some of my earlier entries that I usually have something to say when people spout...interesting dialogue. This was not one of those times.
They rambled about how he "cries when he gets hurt," how he "sees spiders in the attic," and so on, with me simply sitting there, grinding my teeth to keep from laughing. I know that might sound a little cold-hearted, but I'll be the first to admit that I see spiders in my attic too. Anyway, I was finally able to ask my $10,000 question: "So which of these complaints keeps you from working?" and much to my surprise he stated "Well, I cut my foot with a knife, and all my memory came out with the blood." .... ..... Ok then. I didn't really feel like explaining that the memory circuit in his brain was in no way associated with his circulatory system, so I just sat there, nodded an empathic "go on," and let him continue talking. He started to yap about how he had been in prison his whole life because of his drug habits, and although he had been clean for two years, didn't understand why he didn't feel 100% better. I told him that organ damage from drugs is often permanent, and as you might imagine, he didn't take that well. He began to yell at this point, and the following diatribe ensued.
"Y'all owe me something for all the time I did. I needed all that medical care in the prison, but nobody took me seriously when I told them I was sick. As a result, I burn on the inside from my liver problems, and nobody will pay for my special liver tests. I deserve those things! I'm a person too! Just because I was selling drugs doesn't mean that I don't need stuff. The government needs to pay for my medical care because I gave my life to the State Penitentiary!"
I once again empathically nodded...and proceeded to the physical exam. He left shortly afterwards, almost vomiting in my trashcan because “that alcohol hand rub makes me all queasy.”
As silly as it is, the above monologue represents an interesting social conundrum. As a prisoner, one is paying their debt to society for the bad things they did. Unfortunately, and as a prison doctor I know this, resources are very limited for those incarcerated. Medical care, therefore, and especially complicated medical management, often gets overlooked for those detained simply because the system can't afford to pay for it. Some would argue that by breaking the law, one loses the luxury of receiving medical care beyond basic life necessities. On the other hand, prisoners are people, too, and therefore deserve the same level of healthcare available to those in the outside world, right?
The topic of responsibility often arises in these discussions. Should you and I have to pay for expensive medical tests and treatments for someone who will (most likely) never contribute to society, especially if they've done the damage themselves? Most people would say no, but that's exactly what we're doing. I'm not trying to sound harsh, but it really irritated me when the above patient started yelling about how he was owed special treatment because he was incarcerated on and off for 30 years, and had never lived a normal life. I've said it before, and I'll say it again. You are responsible for your own health. If you choose to do drugs, stick yourself with dirty needles and who knows what else, don't expect me to get all teary-eyed when you come down with some disease. Furthermore, don't expect me to shell out tax-dollars so that you can get expensive treatments for your poor choices. You are responsible for you, plain and simple.
And now for the disability quotes of the day:
Patient's mother's written response to the question, "Describe how your condition has changed your life."
"He once was extra above smart, now he ain't."
The same patient's mother's response to the question, "Do you have a good support group at home?"
"Everyone really loves him, his mom, his dad, his friends, even his BFF Kelly."
(Thank goodness for Kelly, I don't think he'd make it otherwise)
Man: "Let me show you how my knees pop all out of socket. Here I go!"
::He bends over with no problem::
"Well, I guess they're not going to do it today..."
Take responsibility for yourself,
-DD
Monday, February 1, 2010
Interlude
Sorry it's been a while since I last posted, we've had some nasty weather lately, and as a result my subject material was put on hold due to the snow-induced long weekend. Anyway, I'll try and pick up the pace again this week, and weather permitting, I'll hopefully have some good stuff to blog about. Since we didn't have FNQ last week, I thought that tonight would be a good time to make that up. So, I now present to you the first-annual Monday Night Quotes. Enjoy.
Me: "So tell me what's keeping you from working?"
Teenage male: "I got the learning problems."
Me: "What type of learning problems?"
Male: "Well like in school, if I didn't study or go to class, I would fail the class. They tried getting me a tutor, but I never went to that, so I just figure I'm retarded."
Patient's written response to the question, "How has your condition caused you to change the way you live?"
"I wear my sunglasses at night, so I can see the light with my eyes."
(In case you didn't know, those are (basically) song lyrics from a 1980's song called Sunglasses at Night by Corey Hart. When I asked the patient if they liked Corey Hart, they said, "Uh...I guess so..." Apparently they didn't expect my mastery of 80's music!)
Me: "So you say your leg swelling keeps you from working. Why is that?"
Portly, angry man: "Well, I didn't really say that - my brother who's in nursing school said that I probably shouldn't work, so I took the week off. When my job asked for a doctor's note, my brother couldn't write one, I so got fired...and here I am."
Juvie Nurse: "So you hurt you hand hitting another detainee in the head?"
Juvie kid: "Well, I didn't really hurt my hand this time. But it's been hurt before, so I think it's acting up."
Nurse: "How did you hurt it before?"
Kid: "Punching people in the head."
Until next time,
-DD
Me: "So tell me what's keeping you from working?"
Teenage male: "I got the learning problems."
Me: "What type of learning problems?"
Male: "Well like in school, if I didn't study or go to class, I would fail the class. They tried getting me a tutor, but I never went to that, so I just figure I'm retarded."
Patient's written response to the question, "How has your condition caused you to change the way you live?"
"I wear my sunglasses at night, so I can see the light with my eyes."
(In case you didn't know, those are (basically) song lyrics from a 1980's song called Sunglasses at Night by Corey Hart. When I asked the patient if they liked Corey Hart, they said, "Uh...I guess so..." Apparently they didn't expect my mastery of 80's music!)
Me: "So you say your leg swelling keeps you from working. Why is that?"
Portly, angry man: "Well, I didn't really say that - my brother who's in nursing school said that I probably shouldn't work, so I took the week off. When my job asked for a doctor's note, my brother couldn't write one, I so got fired...and here I am."
Juvie Nurse: "So you hurt you hand hitting another detainee in the head?"
Juvie kid: "Well, I didn't really hurt my hand this time. But it's been hurt before, so I think it's acting up."
Nurse: "How did you hurt it before?"
Kid: "Punching people in the head."
Until next time,
-DD
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
TV Star
I was running a little late this morning, and I was hoping that upon my arrival I would see a vacant waiting room at Disability Physicals. Unfortunately, I opened the door to the office, and saw four unhappy faces staring up at me. So, not only was I late, but my 9, 9:30, 10, and 10:30 were already there. I nodded my head in a brief hello, they scowled back, and I ducked into my office. The first patient was a Air Force veteran who had hurt his knee while "shuffling papers on the job." He said that, aside from getting a total knee replacement, the VA wouldn't pay for anymore treatments, and since he was eight years too young to get a total knee, he was out of luck. In addition, he stated that he had been thrown out of the local homeless shelter since he was "trying to get all my stuff that everyone had stolen out of my bag," (I'm sure there was more to that story) and therefore was really anxious about the upcoming winter storm later this week. He stated that he "really needed that disability check now, so I can get a good motel or something," to which I unfortunately had to tell him, "it usually takes about another month after this visit to receive any benefits." That apparently made him really mad, because he jumped right up out of his seat, and stomped out of the room, kicking the door on the way out. Apparently his knee wasn't bothering him anymore.
The next patient said that he too had hurt his knee, but also complained of some shoulder, elbow and neck pain that he acquired after "falling through a four-story roof." He stated that he had hit "a bike, a bathtub and a big clock," on the way down, and therefore couldn't work. I questioned him a little more about his injury, and he admitted that "I wanted to go back to work that day, but I ate lunch instead and I got fired." Interesting... Now, I understand that his story by itself is not too strange, but this gentleman was one of the oddest people I've met so far. Throughout the interview he proceeded to hit himself in the knee, face, neck and ear with the reflex hammer, measure the circumference of his face with my measuring tape, and, after slamming his hand with the tuning fork, put the tool to his ear and said, "I've never heard a sound like this before." Not only that, but he kept trying to touch me, even after I moved away from him multiple times. Now, I normally don't have a problem with physical contact, but if someone obviously doesn't want you to touch them, maybe you shouldn't, you know? I was wearing my Med school scrubs, complete with stiched logo, and he kept trying to pull the logo off, making statements like "there's something on your shirt," or "I like your colored pants, can I have them." After a brief (very brief) physical exam, I bid him farewell, and he touched me once again, stating "you're really young to be a doctor, I bet I could be your daddy." I responded, "I'm older than I look, and have a good day."
The 10:00 patient was totally normal, no problems at all. Then came the 10:30.
He walked into the exam room, swaggering with his pants halfway to the floor. He was around 5'1", weighted approximately 250 lbs, and had his hair in beads, standing almost straight up in the air. He sat down, and the following conversation ensued.
"So, what keeps you from being able to work?"
"Well, I was working down in Dallas, at a daycare center run by my old lady. We was doing good, we had a couple of kids that were good, then I started doing the PCP, and we got shut down."
"Well," I said, "that could make running a daycare center pretty difficulty, so are you addicted to the drug now?"
"Oh hell no," he responded, "Now I teach kids to stay away from gangs and drugs and everything. You see, I came home from the job one day, and found my girl in the bed with another dude. We got into a fight, and I got shot six times, and stabbed in the belly. I was like 'hey, why you with my girl?' and he was like 'I gonna kill you fool!' Then he shot me!"
"Ah, so you can't work because you got shot?"
"Yeah, I can't feel my right hand - the bullet blew out my armpit. It got my left fingers, too, but they're ok. But my girl was like 'why ain't you dead, fool?' and I was like 'oooh, call an ambulance!' so she did, and I'm here. But I wanted my money, so I took on Ricky Lake for some justice, but Ricky found that I was cheating! But I ain't, I walked in on her!"
As you might imagine, I didn't really know what to say to this, so I just nodded, and proceeded to the physical exam. Wouldn't you know it, he had lots of scars, and couldn't move his right hand. As he was leaving, he said, "I hope y'all are better at figuring out the truth than Ricky Lake!" I hope so as well...
And after all of that, do we really need quotes of the day?
Until later,
-DD
The next patient said that he too had hurt his knee, but also complained of some shoulder, elbow and neck pain that he acquired after "falling through a four-story roof." He stated that he had hit "a bike, a bathtub and a big clock," on the way down, and therefore couldn't work. I questioned him a little more about his injury, and he admitted that "I wanted to go back to work that day, but I ate lunch instead and I got fired." Interesting... Now, I understand that his story by itself is not too strange, but this gentleman was one of the oddest people I've met so far. Throughout the interview he proceeded to hit himself in the knee, face, neck and ear with the reflex hammer, measure the circumference of his face with my measuring tape, and, after slamming his hand with the tuning fork, put the tool to his ear and said, "I've never heard a sound like this before." Not only that, but he kept trying to touch me, even after I moved away from him multiple times. Now, I normally don't have a problem with physical contact, but if someone obviously doesn't want you to touch them, maybe you shouldn't, you know? I was wearing my Med school scrubs, complete with stiched logo, and he kept trying to pull the logo off, making statements like "there's something on your shirt," or "I like your colored pants, can I have them." After a brief (very brief) physical exam, I bid him farewell, and he touched me once again, stating "you're really young to be a doctor, I bet I could be your daddy." I responded, "I'm older than I look, and have a good day."
The 10:00 patient was totally normal, no problems at all. Then came the 10:30.
He walked into the exam room, swaggering with his pants halfway to the floor. He was around 5'1", weighted approximately 250 lbs, and had his hair in beads, standing almost straight up in the air. He sat down, and the following conversation ensued.
"So, what keeps you from being able to work?"
"Well, I was working down in Dallas, at a daycare center run by my old lady. We was doing good, we had a couple of kids that were good, then I started doing the PCP, and we got shut down."
"Well," I said, "that could make running a daycare center pretty difficulty, so are you addicted to the drug now?"
"Oh hell no," he responded, "Now I teach kids to stay away from gangs and drugs and everything. You see, I came home from the job one day, and found my girl in the bed with another dude. We got into a fight, and I got shot six times, and stabbed in the belly. I was like 'hey, why you with my girl?' and he was like 'I gonna kill you fool!' Then he shot me!"
"Ah, so you can't work because you got shot?"
"Yeah, I can't feel my right hand - the bullet blew out my armpit. It got my left fingers, too, but they're ok. But my girl was like 'why ain't you dead, fool?' and I was like 'oooh, call an ambulance!' so she did, and I'm here. But I wanted my money, so I took on Ricky Lake for some justice, but Ricky found that I was cheating! But I ain't, I walked in on her!"
As you might imagine, I didn't really know what to say to this, so I just nodded, and proceeded to the physical exam. Wouldn't you know it, he had lots of scars, and couldn't move his right hand. As he was leaving, he said, "I hope y'all are better at figuring out the truth than Ricky Lake!" I hope so as well...
And after all of that, do we really need quotes of the day?
Until later,
-DD
Friday, January 22, 2010
Friday Night Quotes
Woohoo, Friday....you know what that means. It's time for Friday Night Quotes! Tonight's entry is a good mix of quips from both Disability and the Juvie, so I think you'll be entertained. So, without further ado...
Me: "Are you able to bathe and dress yourself without difficulty?"
Woman: "So sure, but if I take a bath, my husband has to watch. I think he likes it."
Patient's written response to the question "Why did you condition stop you from working?"
"I didn't want to go to work because if I did, my legs started moving, and I don't like that."
Lady: "My knee arthuritis is so bad, it even keeps me from sitting at a table."
Me: "It wouldn't happen to be a round table, would it?"
Lady: "Oh no, it's square."
Me: "Ok, just checking."
Juvie kid: "I'm really allergic to poison ivy. Like this one time, I was running from the police, and hid in a bush...but the bush was really poison ivy."
Me: "That sounds terrible."
Kid: "Yeah, it was pretty bad, but next time I'm running from the cops, I'll know what bush to not hide in."
That same kid asked the question, "If you're asleep, can a dog smell you?"
Nurse: "Unfortunately, the test results show that you're positive for Gonorrhea."
Teenage male: "Are you kidding me? How is that possible?"
Nurse: "Have you been having sex?"
Male: "Yeah, but only with one girl at a time. I thought you couldn't get an STD unless you had multiple partners."
Nurse: "That's in total...not multiple partners at one time."
Male: "Ah crap."
Have a good weekend,
-DD
Me: "Are you able to bathe and dress yourself without difficulty?"
Woman: "So sure, but if I take a bath, my husband has to watch. I think he likes it."
Patient's written response to the question "Why did you condition stop you from working?"
"I didn't want to go to work because if I did, my legs started moving, and I don't like that."
Lady: "My knee arthuritis is so bad, it even keeps me from sitting at a table."
Me: "It wouldn't happen to be a round table, would it?"
Lady: "Oh no, it's square."
Me: "Ok, just checking."
Juvie kid: "I'm really allergic to poison ivy. Like this one time, I was running from the police, and hid in a bush...but the bush was really poison ivy."
Me: "That sounds terrible."
Kid: "Yeah, it was pretty bad, but next time I'm running from the cops, I'll know what bush to not hide in."
That same kid asked the question, "If you're asleep, can a dog smell you?"
Nurse: "Unfortunately, the test results show that you're positive for Gonorrhea."
Teenage male: "Are you kidding me? How is that possible?"
Nurse: "Have you been having sex?"
Male: "Yeah, but only with one girl at a time. I thought you couldn't get an STD unless you had multiple partners."
Nurse: "That's in total...not multiple partners at one time."
Male: "Ah crap."
Have a good weekend,
-DD
Doctor Thyself?
Well, I started working Saturdays this month...not something that I'm sure I will be repeating come February, but for the rest of January, I'm stuck spending part of my weekend seeing Disability claimants. I don't know if there's something special about people who would rather get a physical than do anything else on a Saturday morning, but it seems like the overall...sanity level of my Saturday claimants is lower than it is during the work week. The past two Saturdays I've seen multiple people that, using home medical resources (textbooks, WebMD, etc), have decided to doctor themselves for various ailments, and after their home remedies fail to fix the problem, feel the need to apply for disability. I mean, it makes sense to me...it's not like the now nine years of post-secondary education I've gone through means anything - the diagnosis of "tape worm and stomach cancer" you received from typing "diarrhea" and "vomiting" into some website is just as valid as my thorough history and physical, even though I just diagnosed you with gastroenteritis. One such patient presented last Saturday, stating that she was "oh so very tired (dramatic pause), and my leukemia is just getting so hard to manage."
Ok, as you might imagine, the "leukemia" got my attention. "What type of leukemia do you have?" I asked.
"Oh, I'm not sure if you're aware, but there are many different types of leukemia. I have one of them," she responded.
"Actually I am well aware of the different types of leukemia," I replied, "Can you recall what type you have?"
"Well," she stated, pressing a finger to her lip," I can't recall, I didn't bring my medical textbook with me, you see...but I know that it keeps me from making red blood cells, and that's why I'm on the iron I buy from Wal-Mart."
There were so many things wrong with that statement, that I felt the need to do a little educating.
"First of all, leukemia is a condition that affects white blood cells, not red blood cells" I said. "Secondly, leukemia is usually treated with, at the minimum, chemotherapy. Iron supplementation, especially if you're just getting it from Wal-Mart, does not really fit that bill. What you're describing sounds more like anemia, is that what you meant?"
"Oh no," she replied, "I'm sure it's leukemia. I spend a lot of time reading my medical textbook - you can never be too educated - and I'm sure that it told me, based on my symptoms, I have leukemia. I can go home and look it up, then call you, if you'd like."
"That's quite alright," I said. "Let's just move on to your fatigue."
While I do believe that one can never be too educated, I do think that knowledge in the wrong hands can be disastrous. The lady above is an obvious example of this. The emotional turmoil of being diagnosed with a chronic illness, especially something as scary as cancer, is a terrible burden to bear, and has long-term consequences that persist even if the disease itself is cured. If the untrained person gets on some website, diagnoses themselves with, leukemia for example, and actually believes that have that disease, they still undergo the same emotional scarring as the patient that is actually sick. Thankfully, most self-diagnosis websites put some disclaimer like" do not use this website to diagnosis yourself" in small letters on the bottom of the page, but let's be honest...how many people actually read the fine print. When these patients present complaining of "worsening leukemia unrelieved by iron pills," however, it then falls on us as physicians to not only try and explain to the patient that they don't have the "disease," but also to try and heal the emotional wounds that the "disease" left on the patient's psyche. Knowledge is power, there can be no doubt about that, but we have to make sure that that power is used to heal, and not to cause harm.
And now for the disability quotes of the day:
Me: "So why did you stop working?"
Dude: "I was working an on-call job, and they just stopped calling."
Me: "Using a 0-10 scale, with zero being no pain, and ten being shot, stabbed, lit on fire and run over by a truck - all at the same time - what would your pain be?"
Man: "That all happened to me once time, but they also threw me off a building. Yep, life is hard as a bum."
Careful what you read,
-DD
Ok, as you might imagine, the "leukemia" got my attention. "What type of leukemia do you have?" I asked.
"Oh, I'm not sure if you're aware, but there are many different types of leukemia. I have one of them," she responded.
"Actually I am well aware of the different types of leukemia," I replied, "Can you recall what type you have?"
"Well," she stated, pressing a finger to her lip," I can't recall, I didn't bring my medical textbook with me, you see...but I know that it keeps me from making red blood cells, and that's why I'm on the iron I buy from Wal-Mart."
There were so many things wrong with that statement, that I felt the need to do a little educating.
"First of all, leukemia is a condition that affects white blood cells, not red blood cells" I said. "Secondly, leukemia is usually treated with, at the minimum, chemotherapy. Iron supplementation, especially if you're just getting it from Wal-Mart, does not really fit that bill. What you're describing sounds more like anemia, is that what you meant?"
"Oh no," she replied, "I'm sure it's leukemia. I spend a lot of time reading my medical textbook - you can never be too educated - and I'm sure that it told me, based on my symptoms, I have leukemia. I can go home and look it up, then call you, if you'd like."
"That's quite alright," I said. "Let's just move on to your fatigue."
While I do believe that one can never be too educated, I do think that knowledge in the wrong hands can be disastrous. The lady above is an obvious example of this. The emotional turmoil of being diagnosed with a chronic illness, especially something as scary as cancer, is a terrible burden to bear, and has long-term consequences that persist even if the disease itself is cured. If the untrained person gets on some website, diagnoses themselves with, leukemia for example, and actually believes that have that disease, they still undergo the same emotional scarring as the patient that is actually sick. Thankfully, most self-diagnosis websites put some disclaimer like" do not use this website to diagnosis yourself" in small letters on the bottom of the page, but let's be honest...how many people actually read the fine print. When these patients present complaining of "worsening leukemia unrelieved by iron pills," however, it then falls on us as physicians to not only try and explain to the patient that they don't have the "disease," but also to try and heal the emotional wounds that the "disease" left on the patient's psyche. Knowledge is power, there can be no doubt about that, but we have to make sure that that power is used to heal, and not to cause harm.
And now for the disability quotes of the day:
Me: "So why did you stop working?"
Dude: "I was working an on-call job, and they just stopped calling."
Me: "Using a 0-10 scale, with zero being no pain, and ten being shot, stabbed, lit on fire and run over by a truck - all at the same time - what would your pain be?"
Man: "That all happened to me once time, but they also threw me off a building. Yep, life is hard as a bum."
Careful what you read,
-DD
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Confessions
Well, the recent poll results showed that the majority of would like more disability quotes - and lucky for you, I've got tons of them, so expect to see more in the upcoming entries. Also, if you like Friday Night Quotes, please let me know. Likewise, if you like the series on Healthcare reform I'd like to know that, too. You can send me a message on the blog, or on our Facebook Page if you'd care to comment. Anyway, onto the blog.
I'd like to make a confession. I'm starting to get very frustrated with the majority of patients I see while performing disability physicals. I know that I talk all the time about "looking beyond the disease," "treating the person," and so forth, but the fact of the matter is that I have had a really hard time recently holding my tongue when dealing with some of these people. While I know that there are people who definitely should receive disability, I feel like telling everyone else to just "toughen up," and move on with their lives. I wrote a while back about a teenager who hadn't ever worked, but wanted disability because he was afraid that no one would hire him. At the time, I thought that that was simply a fluke. I've come to realize, however, that this is a fairly common occurrence, as just last week I saw at least one claimant a day (under the age of 20) who wanted disability because their "legs get swollen after standing for eight hours," or their job "won't give me medication to help me work," and other such banal reasons. I'm sorry, but my feet get swollen after standing for eight hours, too, and my job definitely does not give me medication (although I probably wouldn't turn it down), but you don't see me applying for free money. Aside from the physical "aliments," I've seen multiple people applying because they're depressed, and don't feel like working anymore. When asked if they're on medication, the majority say "no." When asked if they're undergoing counseling, the majority say "no," as well. I understand that many people don't have the money to purchase medication or counseling, but when they tell me that they're planning to use their disability money to, "play the lotto or something," I have a hard time believing that they would seek help, even if they could afford it.
In addition to the "I'd rather play the lotto than work," crowd, I'm seeing an increase in the number of parents trying to get disability for/from their children. As a preface, I will say that I definitely see kids that have real problems - bad cerebral palsy, developmental disorders and so forth. On the other hand, I see a large number of children whose parents think they should be on disability because "they yell at the teacher," are depressed (what does a five year-old have to be depressed about?) or, my personal favorite, "can't walk like their three year-old brother." Keep in mind that that the "disabled" child was two. I understand that times are tough, and people are just trying to get by, but do you really want to be paying money every year because Little Billy gets mad? I don't. I want to tell the parents to actually "parent," and not just flop the kid down in front of the TV and feed them McDonald's when they get pissed off. I'm sorry, but Bob the Builder is no excuse for a well-disciplined household.
I've been told before that I'm an idealist, and it's very true, especially when it comes to medicine. I really try to practice what I preach, and to use this blog as a source of encouragement, but even I fall sort of the ideals contained within. The unfortunate truth is that medicine is dirty, filled with pathos, and, in the current healthcare setting, a very frustrating profession to be part of. There is simply no way that someone could practice 100% of the ideals I put forth, and I realize that. That said, I believe that those ideals are good goals to strive towards, who knows, maybe if physicians did something as simple as really listened to their patients, healthcare could be an entirely different world.
And now, for the disability quotes of the day:
Lady: "I'm not diabetic, but they say I'm on the border between high and low sugar."
Me: "So you're normal."
Lady: "If you call borderline normal."
Patient's written response to the question, "Please write why you are applying for Social Security Disability."
"I need money, and this is the easiest way to get it."
Me: "Is there anything else you'd like to tell me about your condition?"
Man: "I once got hit by a welding solder, but I didn't scream. I don't know if that helped."
Live your life,
-DD
I'd like to make a confession. I'm starting to get very frustrated with the majority of patients I see while performing disability physicals. I know that I talk all the time about "looking beyond the disease," "treating the person," and so forth, but the fact of the matter is that I have had a really hard time recently holding my tongue when dealing with some of these people. While I know that there are people who definitely should receive disability, I feel like telling everyone else to just "toughen up," and move on with their lives. I wrote a while back about a teenager who hadn't ever worked, but wanted disability because he was afraid that no one would hire him. At the time, I thought that that was simply a fluke. I've come to realize, however, that this is a fairly common occurrence, as just last week I saw at least one claimant a day (under the age of 20) who wanted disability because their "legs get swollen after standing for eight hours," or their job "won't give me medication to help me work," and other such banal reasons. I'm sorry, but my feet get swollen after standing for eight hours, too, and my job definitely does not give me medication (although I probably wouldn't turn it down), but you don't see me applying for free money. Aside from the physical "aliments," I've seen multiple people applying because they're depressed, and don't feel like working anymore. When asked if they're on medication, the majority say "no." When asked if they're undergoing counseling, the majority say "no," as well. I understand that many people don't have the money to purchase medication or counseling, but when they tell me that they're planning to use their disability money to, "play the lotto or something," I have a hard time believing that they would seek help, even if they could afford it.
In addition to the "I'd rather play the lotto than work," crowd, I'm seeing an increase in the number of parents trying to get disability for/from their children. As a preface, I will say that I definitely see kids that have real problems - bad cerebral palsy, developmental disorders and so forth. On the other hand, I see a large number of children whose parents think they should be on disability because "they yell at the teacher," are depressed (what does a five year-old have to be depressed about?) or, my personal favorite, "can't walk like their three year-old brother." Keep in mind that that the "disabled" child was two. I understand that times are tough, and people are just trying to get by, but do you really want to be paying money every year because Little Billy gets mad? I don't. I want to tell the parents to actually "parent," and not just flop the kid down in front of the TV and feed them McDonald's when they get pissed off. I'm sorry, but Bob the Builder is no excuse for a well-disciplined household.
I've been told before that I'm an idealist, and it's very true, especially when it comes to medicine. I really try to practice what I preach, and to use this blog as a source of encouragement, but even I fall sort of the ideals contained within. The unfortunate truth is that medicine is dirty, filled with pathos, and, in the current healthcare setting, a very frustrating profession to be part of. There is simply no way that someone could practice 100% of the ideals I put forth, and I realize that. That said, I believe that those ideals are good goals to strive towards, who knows, maybe if physicians did something as simple as really listened to their patients, healthcare could be an entirely different world.
And now, for the disability quotes of the day:
Lady: "I'm not diabetic, but they say I'm on the border between high and low sugar."
Me: "So you're normal."
Lady: "If you call borderline normal."
Patient's written response to the question, "Please write why you are applying for Social Security Disability."
"I need money, and this is the easiest way to get it."
Me: "Is there anything else you'd like to tell me about your condition?"
Man: "I once got hit by a welding solder, but I didn't scream. I don't know if that helped."
Live your life,
-DD
Friday, January 15, 2010
Friday Night Quotes (FNQ)
Well, it's that time of the week again. I had an utterly...fantastic...afternoon today - the entire population of the world turned out, late as always, to enthrall me with their tales of woe and disability. Luckily for you all, however, it did give me quite a few statements for tonight’s entry. It is without further ado, therefore, that I present to you the top disability quotes of the day.
Patients written response to the question: "What type of employment did you have before applying for disability?"
"Fast foot clerk."
Me: "So you say you worked a lot of jobs in the past year. Was there something that caused you to get fired from those jobs?"
Elderly Black lady: "Well I was working at Japanese Steakhouse from January until July, but then they fired me because they realized I wasn't Asian."
Me: "So what keeps you from working?"
Muscle-bound teenage male: "Well, it hurts my back if I try and lift over 100 lbs."
Me: "Any problems lifting lighter objects?"
Man: "Nope, just really heavy ones."
Patient's written response to the question, "How does your disability keep you from doing things you used to be able to perform?"
"Both of my hands are unable to grasp real good, even though I can grip good with my right hand."
Me: "So tell me what's keeping you from working."
Middle-aged woman: "Well, I read a medical textbook, and it sounds like I have heart failure. So I put a 2-3 lbs weight limit on myself, and no one will hire me."
Have a good weekend!
-DD
Patients written response to the question: "What type of employment did you have before applying for disability?"
"Fast foot clerk."
Me: "So you say you worked a lot of jobs in the past year. Was there something that caused you to get fired from those jobs?"
Elderly Black lady: "Well I was working at Japanese Steakhouse from January until July, but then they fired me because they realized I wasn't Asian."
Me: "So what keeps you from working?"
Muscle-bound teenage male: "Well, it hurts my back if I try and lift over 100 lbs."
Me: "Any problems lifting lighter objects?"
Man: "Nope, just really heavy ones."
Patient's written response to the question, "How does your disability keep you from doing things you used to be able to perform?"
"Both of my hands are unable to grasp real good, even though I can grip good with my right hand."
Me: "So tell me what's keeping you from working."
Middle-aged woman: "Well, I read a medical textbook, and it sounds like I have heart failure. So I put a 2-3 lbs weight limit on myself, and no one will hire me."
Have a good weekend!
-DD
Catching up?
Well, I didn't post last night - didn't have much to say, and my recent change of job venues (working at the medical school most of the time) has really decreased my content material...at least temporarily. Now that I'm working on the weekends, however, I'll hopefully have lots of DD material for you come next week. On to the blog.
We're taught in medical school that pain is one of the most common complaints that causes patients to visit their physicians. In fact, for most men then only thing that will motivate them to visit their doctor more than pain is some problem with their genitals. I recently attended a lecture on neuropathic pelvic pain, taught by one of the national pelvic pain bigwigs and it really made me think about how we as a society view "ouchies." We're taught from a very young age that pain is bad. If you do something, and it hurts, you probably shouldn't be doing it. Obviously that's very true - pain does a much better job at educating than most professors. What we don't often think about, however, is the complications that chronic, uncontrolled pain brings. There's at least one patient per day that I see while performing Disability Physicals that lists pain as the main thing that keeps them from working. Additionally, the majority of the other applicants usually have pain listed somewhere in their file, even if it's just an "oh by the way," type of complaint. The complications of these "pain syndromes" are immense. Think about how many days of work, jobs, or even lives are lost because people are unable to manage a microscopic neuronal impulse from the brain. Throughout this plethora of pain, however, we've somehow come to the conclusion that life should be pain free, and that every little ache and ouch is an "I need Lortab, now!" type of symptom.
Who is to blame for this mentality? Is it the media? Sure they've done a great job promoting pain-relieving medication and services, but I feel they're just making said services known to the general public. Granted, knowledge is power, and according to some recent facts I read, there are many more people using "generalized, chronic pain," and "fibromyalgia" as reasons why they cannot function from day to day, but you can't (usually) blame the messenger for the message. What about drug companies? They make a nice profit off of medications, therapeutic "rubs," and one-trick ponies (Head-On, anyone?). Once again, however, they're just acting as suppliers to our collective needs. I think that when we boil it down, we as a society are to blame for the pain epidemic.
We've passed the point of viewing pain as your body's way of saying "something's wrong, fix me!" In fact, we have empowered pain itself - changing it from a symptom, to a disease. Amazingly, we've created an entire medical specialty, appropriately named Pain Management, to treat this "new disease," (personally, I don't really understand this - the specialties of Vomitology and Nose-bleediatrics have yet to be created, but who knows, maybe they're next?). The problem with this management approach is twofold. Number one: we're focusing so much on treating pain itself, that we tend to forget that if we treat the root cause of the problem, the pain will go away on its own. We're more than willing to throw Lortab at patients like candy, but asking most doctors to refer to physical therapy, perform manipulation or even do a thorough exam is like pulling teeth. Secondly, we as a nation expect to be pain free. Oh sure, it might hurt if you cut off a toe, but otherwise, you shouldn't be in pain. There's a book called, "Pain, the Unwanted Gift," that chronicles an Orthopedic Surgeon's experience with a leper colony. In the book, the author talks about how the lepers almost embrace pain, because if nothing else, it lets them know that they're alive. Now, I'm not saying that we should hold hands and sing Kumbayah every time we stub our toe, but remember, at least you have a toe that can feel pain.
The purpose of this entry was not to upset anyone that deals with pain daily. Therefore, if you are offended by what I said, I apologize. I simply was trying to state that physicians should try and fix the problem, and not just give medication to fix a symptom. Pain is, unfortunately, a fact of life - there's nothing we can do to escape that. If we acknowledge that fact, however, maybe we can better deal with it when it comes our way.
And now, the disability quote of the day:
Me: "So you say that your carpal tunnel made you depressed, and now you can't work?"
Man: "Yeah, I had a great job. I would move the mouse, and my friend would type. But then I got carpal tunnel, and we both got fired. So now he's mad at me, and I'm depressed."
Until next time,
-DD
We're taught in medical school that pain is one of the most common complaints that causes patients to visit their physicians. In fact, for most men then only thing that will motivate them to visit their doctor more than pain is some problem with their genitals. I recently attended a lecture on neuropathic pelvic pain, taught by one of the national pelvic pain bigwigs and it really made me think about how we as a society view "ouchies." We're taught from a very young age that pain is bad. If you do something, and it hurts, you probably shouldn't be doing it. Obviously that's very true - pain does a much better job at educating than most professors. What we don't often think about, however, is the complications that chronic, uncontrolled pain brings. There's at least one patient per day that I see while performing Disability Physicals that lists pain as the main thing that keeps them from working. Additionally, the majority of the other applicants usually have pain listed somewhere in their file, even if it's just an "oh by the way," type of complaint. The complications of these "pain syndromes" are immense. Think about how many days of work, jobs, or even lives are lost because people are unable to manage a microscopic neuronal impulse from the brain. Throughout this plethora of pain, however, we've somehow come to the conclusion that life should be pain free, and that every little ache and ouch is an "I need Lortab, now!" type of symptom.
Who is to blame for this mentality? Is it the media? Sure they've done a great job promoting pain-relieving medication and services, but I feel they're just making said services known to the general public. Granted, knowledge is power, and according to some recent facts I read, there are many more people using "generalized, chronic pain," and "fibromyalgia" as reasons why they cannot function from day to day, but you can't (usually) blame the messenger for the message. What about drug companies? They make a nice profit off of medications, therapeutic "rubs," and one-trick ponies (Head-On, anyone?). Once again, however, they're just acting as suppliers to our collective needs. I think that when we boil it down, we as a society are to blame for the pain epidemic.
We've passed the point of viewing pain as your body's way of saying "something's wrong, fix me!" In fact, we have empowered pain itself - changing it from a symptom, to a disease. Amazingly, we've created an entire medical specialty, appropriately named Pain Management, to treat this "new disease," (personally, I don't really understand this - the specialties of Vomitology and Nose-bleediatrics have yet to be created, but who knows, maybe they're next?). The problem with this management approach is twofold. Number one: we're focusing so much on treating pain itself, that we tend to forget that if we treat the root cause of the problem, the pain will go away on its own. We're more than willing to throw Lortab at patients like candy, but asking most doctors to refer to physical therapy, perform manipulation or even do a thorough exam is like pulling teeth. Secondly, we as a nation expect to be pain free. Oh sure, it might hurt if you cut off a toe, but otherwise, you shouldn't be in pain. There's a book called, "Pain, the Unwanted Gift," that chronicles an Orthopedic Surgeon's experience with a leper colony. In the book, the author talks about how the lepers almost embrace pain, because if nothing else, it lets them know that they're alive. Now, I'm not saying that we should hold hands and sing Kumbayah every time we stub our toe, but remember, at least you have a toe that can feel pain.
The purpose of this entry was not to upset anyone that deals with pain daily. Therefore, if you are offended by what I said, I apologize. I simply was trying to state that physicians should try and fix the problem, and not just give medication to fix a symptom. Pain is, unfortunately, a fact of life - there's nothing we can do to escape that. If we acknowledge that fact, however, maybe we can better deal with it when it comes our way.
And now, the disability quote of the day:
Me: "So you say that your carpal tunnel made you depressed, and now you can't work?"
Man: "Yeah, I had a great job. I would move the mouse, and my friend would type. But then I got carpal tunnel, and we both got fired. So now he's mad at me, and I'm depressed."
Until next time,
-DD
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